Thursday, March 18, 2010

Everything is almost back into place

Thanks for my day a better day.

Sorry for not blogging yesterday. I was too sleepy.
Oh, I didn't manage to give my presents to Vian and Nisha even though i met them. Yesterday was the last day for their holiday classes. I'm already starting to miss them. I managed to speak to Yen for a while but because i had to do my lunch duty, we spoke for only a while but i'm still happy.

Got back my business paper today. I did...not too bad. My geo paper too was not too bad. Currently, i'm printing out the past year papers from the CIE website adn it suddenly hanged. My printer's not listening to me anymore.

My mum's back today!!! Yippee! Missed her so much. Um...not much updates today actually since my life now is kinda boring because of IGCSE. All i can do is study, no more fun. Even my ACTIVITIES period have been replaced with ENGLISH. ARGH...not that i don't like english but it's just...ACTIVITIES ARE THE TIMES WHERE WE ENJOY...and now besides PE we won't get to move our bodies anymore... that's sad. Considering that i love being outdoors or just doing some other things beside studying in class.

Hmmph...nothing much but i think i really need to studying already( i hope so). I feel guilty whenever my teachers feel disappointed when they mark my papers cause i seem to understand and perform good in class but when it comes to exam, my understanding somehow just vanishes. But i know, it's mainly about me not studying for it actually. I can tell the exam papers are seriously easy but because i didn't study, i couldn't do well. I feel sorry for the teachers who have been working so hard to teach us until they changed their way of teaching in order to suit us but our outcomes are still so disappointing. I couldn't really relax after exam knowing that the results and the faces of disappointment that i have to face after exam. However, i will work as hard as i could for third term.

I really need to bring this matter to the Lord. i need to pray that i could change my lazy character and stop wasting time. I really need to be in the enjoyment of the Lord too. I want to be spiritually strong. Hopefully i can overcome all these and lead myself to a better future.

Okay, after so many heavy things, IT'S TIME TO WISH THEM HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NISHA!
Even though the time when this post is is posted upis not the right time but it's already time now actually. I just sent Vian a message and hopefully she's already sleeping. ^^


I can't bear the speed of my heartbeat whenever i look into your eyes.

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