Heartbeat

Because of You, i live.

Happy 11th Anniversary to Yen and her Beloved!!!

I'm happy for them and i give my full blessings to them. May their love last for eternity.

Everything was fine today. We had done some of our class projects today but there are still loads of it waiting for us to finish. Still busy with the theme of the class for Parent-Teachers Day. We've officially decided to got with the 'Space' theme. Ms. Rupneet helped us to get some boxes where we could we make the rocket. I brought loads of newspaper to school but my plan didn't work out, so i think it'll be used for other purpose. Nevermind it but Josephine brought something REAL COOL!!!! She brought her soft toy turtle where there are lights that can shine the whole wall with stars and moon. IT WAS THE COOLEST THING I'VE EVER SEEN!!!! And she has FOUR of it! Aww...i'm so jealous now....=(

Anyways, i've decided to join the AUDITION for talentime! I didn't wanna join at first but since it's gonna be the last celebration in school, so why not join in the fun? It doesn't cost me anything anyway. I'm most probably gonna sing but up till now, i have no idea what to sing. Auditions had taken place a few days before this but next monday there will be another audition and then on tuesday, it would be semi-finals for audition. If, i managed to get through then i would have to sing another time then and i'm already freaking out now. I told the teacher in charge that i'm most probably joining and she told me auditions are on monday. Phew... now i'm starting to shake... what if i suddenly have stage fright and then my voice start shaking? what if i forgot the lyrics? what if i lost the tempo and the beat for the song? what if i don't hit the right pitch? what if i failed hitting the highest note? ARGH........................................................ now i'm so worried. What should i do?

I've received quite a bad news from my friend about his/her life. Hopefully everything will be resolved soon. I'll pray for her. Please just pray for his/her too.

And another friend who is encountering some physcological problem that made his/her parent worried and don't know what to do.

Everything will be fine. Just don't lock yourself up and don't reject concern from others but try to make the first step but accepting their concern. Everything clears up as time passes.

Most importantly, don't give up on life and what you believe.

"Never let the fear of striking out

keep you from playing the game."

Everything will be fine

as long as i knew you were there for me.