Getting lonely, being lonely

Things are getting complicated.

Aye, yeah, i know it's been a long time since i last updated. Well, things are always happening and people get busy at times. It's just life.

Huh, let's see, my mum's busy with loads of things that are gonna take place but i can't possible write it here cause it's kinda private... my sister is most probably going to Hong Kong to study but problems came up with her visa and loan to study. And the problem is WE'RE ALL BROKE! No money for anything~ TT

I have to do well in my studies so that in the future,i can apply for scholarship. I did not too bad this term, much better than last term. Haih...two more weeks till the end of holidays and i haven't do anything yet. This is getting sucky... well, i guess i have to start picking up my books already.

oh, went to the hospital yesterday for check up. And GOOD NEWS! My asthma is controlled! And hence, the doctor would only see me next year~~~ Yippee!!! Last time, i have to see the doctor every three months, and then reduced to six months and now, yeah! one year~~ ahh...i'm so relieved! tee-hee~

And tomorrow i have to go the hospital for skin again... well, i don't think i'll have good news for this since i'm ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lazy and i don't apply my creams so....um...i think i'll get scolding(again) as usual. But i want to have a change! I have to be hardworking again, well, not again but for once. Hehe =D

Huh, i've been kinda sick since the morning i went to hospital TT don't know why but i started having sore throat and today it's even more serious...but i'm lucky i still can talk, my throat hurts whenever i swallow my saliva or any edible products.

Ahh, back to my intended post, since my sister is most probably going to Hong Kong, she have to by 20th of Aug, and my brother is going to have leave to Kuching on 18th. So, my sister is still thinking whether or not to fly on the same day. Aww...whenever i think about it, i wanna go crazy already. It's like, so fast then they're gonna leave me here... i'm gonna be all alone with my dad.

Well, i think things happen for a reason and we still have to face it no matter what. I'm just worried i won't be able to face things myself and you know, nobody's gonna be home to teach me anything i don't know in my studies and i'm gonna have to learn to be independent already. I think i'll have to pray a lot so that i don't screw up anything.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart,

and lean not on your own understanding.