Attitude.

Attitude is a little thing that makes a big difference.

-Winston Churchill

If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude.

-Maya Angelou

It's me again ^^

I wanted to blog about my first day of work actually but i was too tired for it.

Um...it has been a few weeks working already and it's....fine.

Working for the first time is EXCITING.

That's all i can say.

School's not starting yet though i've been TRICKED to go to school today but no one turned up.

I was decaying while waiting for my mum to finish work.

Today and tomorrow's off day for me~

Tee-hee =) but i'll be going to the hospital on wednesday for check-up though. Anyways...

What i wanted to say was I REALLY MISS MY FRIENDS!!!

I met Jia Yin yesterday at BASKIN ROBBINS when they were having their DISCOUNTS for the 31st of July which is also...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY QING YI~

Hope you really enjoyed your birthday. Yin told me that they gave you a surprise! I really wished i was there. Oh, and to Agnes, sorry that i wasn't there when your grandfather rested in peace, or should i say sorry that i didn't know.

Thinking of these makes me face the fact that i've missed so many with my friends. I'm not really close to anyone anymore. I don't know what to say to them and it'll just be awkward silences between us. I MISS GOING TO SCHOOL. I was so excited when my mum told me school was going to start today but it didn't out. I guess i'll have to really wait till September.

I don't really know how to describe how i feel actually... i just feel really empty and not connected to anyone anymore. I feel friendless, is that such a word? I hope so.

Well... i think maybe it's related to the title of my post.

Attitude.

Maybe i just wasn't facing all these with the right attitude. Perhaps i wasn't making enough effort to update myself with my friends news. I'm not those who would text them daily, nor read their blog daily, not all of them at least, nor am i those who would find time to meet up with them though i think it's really hard to match both our schedules with the different things going on now. I think i should really reconsider how i treat my friends now.

I feel really guilty now. Sorry for not being considerate enough.

Oh well...i'm home alone tomorrow~ *evil grin*

I shall see what i can do!

Goodnight everyone!

May the Lord be with all of you.