For "whoever calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved"

Growing up to be strong.

2011-08-04T23:14:00.005+08:00

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Caution: Emotion-heavy post

Written The Night Before His Execution

Chidiock Tichbourne

My prime of youth is but a frost of cares;

My feast of joy but a dish of pain;

My crop of corn is but a field of tares;

And all my good is but a vain hope of gain;

My life is fled, and yet I saw no sun;

And now I live, and now my life is done.

The spring is past and yet it had not sprung;

The fruit is dead, and yet the leaves be green;

My youth is gone, and yet i am but young;

I saw the world, and yet i was not seen;

My thread is cut, and yet it is not spun;

And now I live, and now my life is done.

I sought my death, and found it in my womb,

I looked for life, and saw it was a shade,

I trod the earth and knew it was my tomb,

And now i die, and now I am but made:

The glass is full, and now my glass is run,

And now I live, and now my life is done.

This was the last piece of analysis i had to do for my Eng Lit paper. Speaking of irony, I wanted this to come out and thankfully it came out yet i did not do well in it. I'm now having a confusion of feelings. My results are coming out soon. REAL SOON, and i can't decide or should i say, prepare myself to face it. I want to know my results but i don't want to know my results for the fear of getting results worst than my expected ones, which are not very good, so if i did worst, you can roughly guess how bad it will be. Confusing eh? I'm a person with very low self-esteem because i always feel that there are so many people out there who work really really hard to achieve what they want and they deserve to get what they should. I know the fact deep within my heart that i've not work hard enough and i really feel sorry for my mum. She had spent so much time trying to help me work on my weak subjects and the teachers who decided to spare so much of their precious time to help me, I just couldn't bring myself to face the harsh reality that will hit me hard and bring me to the uttermost feeling of being guilty. I really don't know where can i gather courage that can help me through this. I guess it really depends on my faith with the Lord then. He will be my strength and courage, He will be there for me as he is everyday.

Visiting the hospital had always been part of my life routine. It IS my second home. I had a check up recently for my asthma and it appears that i now have healthy lungs! I've always wondered when i was younger whether or not i'll still need to come to the hospital when i reach the age of being an adult but the thought of being discharged from the asthma clinic never occurred to me. The doctor said if my well-controlled condition can go on for more than six months, I can be discharged the next time i visit the asthma clinic, which is 8th of August next year. I was actually really shocked when she said i could be discharged. It didn't feel as comforting as it should had been. I didn't know why until i gave a few days of thought about it. I think it was because i like feeling protected. It was a second home to me, and you know, one day they just tell that you don't have to come home that often anymore, you could even not come back if you feel well. I don't how i should feel, or how i should have any feelings for this. It was a place i feel connected to and to tell the truth, it's a place where i could find a spot for myself and feel safe in it, a place where i belong and love. It's a place i'll never forget for the rest of my life. I love the fact of being protected and that there'll be someone there for me whenever i feel hopeless and tired. It'll always be a shoulder to lean on. I think i'll be writing a poem for my second home, but it shall be processed a few times before i post it up ^^

I still have some stuffs to blog about but i've decided not to post the up in case it bores to death. I'll just keep them deep within my heart then. Thanks for reading all my problems!

Attitude.

2011-08-01T22:52:00.002+08:00

Attitude is a little thing that makes a big difference.

-Winston Churchill

If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude.

-Maya Angelou

It's me again ^^

I wanted to blog about my first day of work actually but i was too tired for it.

Um...it has been a few weeks working already and it's....fine.

Working for the first time is EXCITING.

That's all i can say.

School's not starting yet though i've been TRICKED to go to school today but no one turned up.

I was decaying while waiting for my mum to finish work.

Today and tomorrow's off day for me~

Tee-hee =) but i'll be going to the hospital on wednesday for check-up though. Anyways...

What i wanted to say was I REALLY MISS MY FRIENDS!!!

I met Jia Yin yesterday at BASKIN ROBBINS when they were having their DISCOUNTS for the 31st of July which is also...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY QING YI~

Hope you really enjoyed your birthday. Yin told me that they gave you a surprise! I really wished i was there. Oh, and to Agnes, sorry that i wasn't there when your grandfather rested in peace, or should i say sorry that i didn't know.

Thinking of these makes me face the fact that i've missed so many with my friends. I'm not really close to anyone anymore. I don't know what to say to them and it'll just be awkward silences between us. I MISS GOING TO SCHOOL. I was so excited when my mum told me school was going to start today but it didn't out. I guess i'll have to really wait till September.

I don't really know how to describe how i feel actually... i just feel really empty and not connected to anyone anymore. I feel friendless, is that such a word? I hope so.

Well... i think maybe it's related to the title of my post.

Attitude.

Maybe i just wasn't facing all these with the right attitude. Perhaps i wasn't making enough effort to update myself with my friends news. I'm not those who would text them daily, nor read their blog daily, not all of them at least, nor am i those who would find time to meet up with them though i think it's really hard to match both our schedules with the different things going on now. I think i should really reconsider how i treat my friends now.

I feel really guilty now. Sorry for not being considerate enough.

Oh well...i'm home alone tomorrow~ *evil grin*

I shall see what i can do!

Goodnight everyone!

May the Lord be with all of you.

Nowhere.

2011-07-14T23:48:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to blog about.

Let's see...

Oh,I found a job! Gonna be working at The Gardens selling bubble tea at Level 2.

Never been there to see the stall so i can't describe it at all.

I've actually enrolled for A-Levels at the newly opened St.John International School, but due to the lack of numbers for the Humanities classes, my class could not start. Anyways, decided to work part-time with my sister, gonna officially start this Saturday. Currently in the state of being very nervous and excited but afraid that i cannot handle the job well. I guess that's the symptoms you get when it's your first time working,right?

Oh well,i guess going out to work is better than slacking at home doing nothing but wasting time.It makes me kinda dead and useless, as i'm not the diligent type. I've been a restless state recently. I CAN'T SLEEP. and it's bugging me cause i really really really wanna sleep. But when i start to sleep, i'll really really really fall into deep sleep till i think i can't sleep for a whole day. It's so depressing and i don't know why and how to solve the problem. My dark eye circles are tuning so dark that i think i'll turn into a panda sooner or later.

And i've been doing some knitting recently! It's FASCINATING. Tee-hee~ ^^

It was really out of the blue when my mum decided to teach me and my sister knitting when it's like 2 in the morning. I've been bugging her wanting to make things like my dear friend Chee Yen has been doing, those knitted cakes...etc. Haven't manage to start yet though.

Wow~ look how far i've came! I do have something to blog then.

Hehe ^^

Gratitude

2011-06-16T23:14:00.004+08:00

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I'm FINALLY BACK. It's finally after exams and i'm currently..........not really doing anything.
I AM gonna find a part-time job in July cause i'll be going to Singapore next week. But here's the problem...I don't know what to do? I have to find one which is convenient for transport and not too far, the pay should be okay as i don't have any certs yet. Huh...this thing is bugging me.
Oh, back to my post. I wanna thank ALL of them who helped me for my exams. Let's see...

Thank You, Bro.Lai for helping me out with my maths for giving me intensive classes and such detailed and patient teaching. I hope i won't be too much of a burden. Also, THANK YOU for those organic meals!!!~ I think i got healthier having classes with you...AND those BIG-HUGE-GIGANTIC-ORGANIC BANANAS~ I loved them so much. It brought joy to my dad too^^
Thank You so much for helping me see math in a different way.
Thank You for being so supportive and encouraging.
Thank You for making me more confident with what i do.
Thank You for making me realize how much effort is needed to achieve something.
Thank You for making me work as hard as i needed to.
Thank You for telling me i'm not alone facing the battle.
Thank You for being there when i'm in that stage of growing.
Thank You for sacrificing your other classes for me.
Thank You for taking care of me like your own daughter.
Thank You.

AND, of course, to:
Mr.Troy,
Thank You for helping me out in my Literature paper. Although i doze out sometimes in your classes...but i really enjoyed them. Thank You for all those notes that you've prepared for me despite your busy schedules.
Thank You for sharing your knowledge with me (including those selfish ones =P)
Thank You for guiding me to a whole new world of Literature.
Thank You for all the efforts made to help me improve my writing skills.
Thank You for reminding me what it is to learn Literature.
Thank You for listening to my opinions in different matters.
Thank You for making my Literature classes so enjoyable.
Thank You for giving me confidence that i didn't know i had.
Thank You for giving me the strength to face my exams.
Thank You for helping me aim for better results.
Thank You for giving me hope for Literature.
Thank You for showing the different possibilities and outcomes in life.
Thank You for encouraging me to pursue the right path.
Thank You for being there for me.
Thank You.

It has really been a long time where i really worked hard for something. Having tutions for Math and Literature really reminded me of how hard i need to study. It was a great opportunity for me to experience the different stages of life.

Most of all, I thank the Lord for always being there for me.

Run.

2011-03-01T22:49:00.002+08:00

It's March.

I kept reminding myself, there's no time to waste anymore. Keep running. But i just stood there and looked back. Oh Lord, when will you come? I'm definitely not ready for it yet.

I was wondering, if, we slowed down our pace in moving on, yet the world is still moving in its' pace, will we still get to see the same scenery the time we reach there?

There are voices telling me to just do it, and there are voices that are debating against it. I've heard someone saying recently that our human nature is the weak one. We are the ones who are not fighting against it. When then, will we get to learn that lesson?

There are so many things that are happening around us, why do we even have the time to think what people are thinking about us? Everyone is trying to get their job done but time, just has no ends.

I hate the time passing so fast!!! Or is it me, who's not trying hard enough? My exams are in May and i will have my first paper on my birthday! Argh, and guess what, it's my frenemy subject. Mathematics. I'm getting the hang of it here and there now but still... I'm not prepared to face it yet. Well, i guess i don't have the time to sit around anymore. I'm most possibly gonna be missing in action for these two months then, coming to think of it, i think i've always been MIA when it comes to blogging. But, i think it might be different this time due to my stress level. I might come on more often because i wanna de-stress myself here.

Phew~ i think i feel much better now.

Thanks for reading my stressful post recently.

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Learning it the hard way

2011-02-21T22:46:00.003+08:00

I'm in trouble.

Do you get to take a closer look of the moon when you are on the airplane? That was what i was thinking when my brother left for Kuching in the 15th. The moon was so bright and clear. Would it be like a mirror to us in life? Would it give out more of its light to show us the right way? Would it show who we are deep within us? Would it... show us how innocent we used to be? The eyes of a Little Frieda, crying out to the moon.

How can we tell whether we made the right decision? How can we tell that it was not our mistake? How can we tell that we had no choice but to choose? How can we say "I wanna give up" without hurting the ones around you? How can you make yourself work harder when you don't have the heart to?

Why do you think it was the best decision?

Why then, am I in a misery?

Why do my hands tremble?

Why does my chest feel tight?

Why does my pillow feel wet every night?

Why...am i lost in the dark?

Letting it go

2011-01-29T00:34:00.002+08:00

1 John 4:13 In this we know that we abide in Him and He in us,

that He has given to us of His Spirit.

Exactly ten days. That's how SOON it was. Pardon me for being so lazy these days. I've been really really really lazy. Anyways, i have some quite shocking news for some of my friends. I've made my decision for the subjects i'm taking for IGCSE. They are as follows:

1. First Language English

2. Second Language Mandarin

3. Malay as a Foreign Language

4. Mathematics

5. Chemistry

6. History

7. Literature

Yes. I've decided to drop Art. My favourite subject out of all. When the decision was made, i really felt relieved, not by the fact that i don't have to do art anymore but the fact that I've finally made my decision. It really made my day. Then, i see that sometimes instead of stubbornly holding on to something, we should learn to let go. I couldn't make up my mind because i wanted to do everything but in reality my ability and the time i have just doesn't make it possible and i was refusing to see it. Like i said before, the final decision comes to me. No matter what i choose, it'll still has to be my own effort in studying it.

Of course, my family were supportive in all aspects and I've decided to trust in the Lord this time.

Anyways, Happy New Year!!!!!

Roman 10:17

So faith comes out of hearing,

and hearing through the word of God.

Failure

2011-01-21T19:44:00.003+08:00

John 8:32 And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall set you free.

Back to blogging? Not really actually.

I don't really know what to blog about actually.Really. All i have nowadays are worries that really tears me apart. I came to a conclusion, right now, this moment.

I.HATE.MAKING.DECISIONS.

There, i said it. I've been thinking through the day which question should i choose for my art exam, i'm not even sure of some subjects that i'm taking for my BIG exam. My mom says i still have time to think about it but i don't think the same way. I find asking opinions really useless these days, the final decisions are yours anyway. They can't help you decide. That's what i hate about it. I just wish sometimes there's someone to decide things for me. I asked my sister and my mum the same question, "Have you ever felt that the Lord doesn't answer your prayers even though you prayed hard?", my mum answered and said, "Unceasingly pray, or maybe you weren't praying for His interest." I didn't know how to answer to both the questions. How often have i prayed? How did i pray to the Lord? And i'm back to the old me again. I don't know what to do! *sob sob*

I've recently came up with a time-table for my studies and yep, I'm not really following it. And seeing the trust my mum has in me that i'm studying really adds a load more to my guilt. Aww...i feel even more guilty now. O Lord, can you train and help me in my character? I really suck in keeping myself disciplined.

Oh, i'm meeting with my beloveds tomorrow after my art class!!!! Tee-hee. Only for 2 hours though. I'm sorry,gals. I really have to keep myself up with my studies. Though i'm not really studying yet. Oh well, at least being at home makes me more... able to study? *grins* I don't know why, but as we grow older, i find that gatherings are now longer in a big group, but just a small group. Yet, these small little gatherings are the ones we cherish and enjoy the most. Not that we don't enjoy the ones where a lot of people come together.The more the merrier right? It's just that it seems to be a complete different atmosphere and feeling. I guess that's how it is in life. The ways we see things are broaden and it changes everything.

Okay then, gonna sign off here.

Gonna blog soon. REAL SOON. Hopefully.

Psalms 119:105

Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path.

Thank You,Lord

2011-01-06T22:26:00.003+08:00

1 Timothy 2:4 (God) Who desires all men to be saved and to come

to the full knowledge of the truth.

Thank You, Lord for the year 2010.

Updates are, I went to Ipoh and Sabah during my holidays in December. I went to Ipoh for a Upper-Secondary Youth Preparatory Training and i went to Sabah for Youth Blending. It was really joy unspeakable and full of glory. I've noticed how much i need to consecrate myself to the Lord and give Him the preeminence in my heart. How i need to consecrate my education, and my whole life to be trained by Him that i can "be a vessel unto honor, sanctified, and useful to the master." I really need to be always in my spirit and experience Him everyday.

When i went to Sabah, i visited the churches in Sandakan, Ranau, Keningau, and Penampang. Being with the saints really made me grow in my spiritual life because i not only learned to serve but to "give thanks in everything" and have the burden to preach the gospel. The Lord's move is really taking place in Sabah. All we need to do is to let Him work through us. The condition there was different because i had to preach in Malay. It was actually what i would consider a REAL gospel preaching because i never really felt it happening when i thought i was preaching the gospel. But this time, it was different. Our sole purpose was to only preach the gospel, well, my group actually went to propogate gospel books.It was really my first time that i bought Malay spiritual books to give it to people. When i gave all out,i felt happiness from deep within, that i gave it out from the love of God. Of course, there were people who rejected and accepted them,but the important thing here was that we went forth.That's how the Lord uses us.

Dear friends, you may not understand what i'm talking about but i'm telling my experience of the Lord working through me. When we all went out to preach in Malay, it was then we noticed how lack we were in our language. We were briefed and took some time and effort to learn those Malay spiritual words that we don't even know they exist and mean. It was really an enjoyable trip. I've learned a very important word, 'wadah' which means vessel. Vessels are like containers to contain or to be filled with something. We are all created by God as vessels to contain Him. Have you ever wondered why nothing in the world satisfies us?That's because we're all filled with the wrong thing. We all have three parts. Our body, our soul, and our spirit. You may think the soul and the spirit belongs together but there are actually not. The spirit is the deepest and most important part in us because that's where we use to contact the Lord. That's where we have fellowship with Him. We are all sinners, He died for us to cleanse our sins that we may receive Him. After He died, He resurrected and became the Life-Giving Spirit that He can enter us and be our life, that we may express Him and be His testimony on the earth. The baptism has its significance. When we enter into the water, our old, fallen, and corrupted man is buried together with the Lord, and we are lifted out from the water, we are a regenerated new man. For it is written in 1 John 1:9 If we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us from our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness. I really really enjoyed the Lord a lot in both of these trips. But our enjoyment of the Lord should not stop there but should continuously be our enjoyment in life.

Of course,I had an enjoyable time there too. I went for canopy walk, hot spring, gardening, and snorkeling too. But the enjoyment of the Lord was the most important of all.

For your information, yes, i'm no longer studying in R.E.A.L International School. I'm currently studying at home, having some tuitions for some subjects, and that's all. I don't know where i'll go after my exams but i believe the Lord has it all set for me. Trust in Jehovah with all your heart and do not rely on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight, from Proverbs 3:5-6.

Oh,one more thing, from now on, all my header pictures will be credited to Ms.Yap, yes, the one in the office, as these are the pictures she took on her trip to Australia.

Romans 3:23

For all have sinned and fall short

of the glory of God.

New Year

2010-08-23T22:25:00.010+08:00

Photo by normanack on Flickr. Some rights reserved.

Hey, sorry for not blogging these days. A lot of things came up and i was frustrated about things not getting solved. Well, things are better now. My sis finally got her VISA and she's currently in Hong Kong. My sis and bro left on the same day and there i was, left alone with my parents. And, after that, my mum went back to Johor and now i am left with my dad. My dad's mood was kinda GOOD these few days and it cheers me up to see him so happy.

Oh, this was what i saw the day before my sis left. I wanted to wash the clothes and the moment i opened up the curtain, my jaw fell off.

Photo courtesy of me ^^

Wahahaha...i was laughing my head off when i saw this. This bear was a gift from my brother when it was my sister's birthday. The bear has a bow too *grins*. She's bringing the bear to Hong Kong, so she decided to give it a bath =)

Hmmph...after that, nothing much happened. I had some Skype conversations with my sister and i go to her facebook to look at pictures too. Everything went quite well anyway. Went out with mum on Saturday and bought two books from Popular. The Art of Racing In The Rain and The Lovely Bones. I've read the chinese version of TAORITR but i decided to read it in english this time. The Lovely Bones is an interesting book to read too!

And, the most important thing of the day. It's FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! After so many weeks of holiday, i was kinda excited going back to school. Meeting everyone again was kinda nice compared to the rotting that was going on at home. A lot of new teachers and A NEW PRINCIPAL. She's nice though.
Oh, and being a prefect in the school requires a whole new set of uniform. That's gonna cost me money again. And there are some new books for year 11 too. Haih...why is everything so expensive??? *pouts*

Anyway, i'll be having assembly at 12.10-1.00 every Monday, so that means i get to see my friends, if the assembly is at the studio. The venue changed to the activity room today so i was late cause i was busy talking to my friends. Hopefully next week it would be held in the studio. Oh, gave Yen her belated birthday present today. Hopefully she likes it.

I don't know whether we're jinx or whatsoever, but whichever class we go to, something happens to the air-cond. The first class we were in, the air-cond was blowing out hot air, so we moved to the next class and it was blowing out hot air too but it got fixed after a while. Then, this time, our Year 11 class, THE AIR-COND WAS BLOWING OUT HOT AIR TOO!!!!! Argh, it was freaking hot in the class today, even the air outside was colder! I guess i wouldn't need a jacket then *shakes head and sigh*.

Okay, i shall stop bragging about stuffs like that. Just had a chat with my sis on facebook using my mum's account =))) . Hope everything is fine there.

Ah, GOOD LUCK FOR ALL THE FORM 3 STUDENTS!!!!!! Do well in our trials!!!
Hopefully i'll get to go out with my friends this time after their trials, though i should be focusing on my studies now. Tee-hee~

Seeing your smile makes my heart skip an extra beat.

Floating

2010-08-07T19:17:00.009+08:00

I'm floating on the air.

Went to the hospital yesterday and met the skin doctor. Saw him for approximately three minutes. Luckily, this older doctor ( sticking tongue out), Dr.Koh, didn't scold me and just gave me my medicines. Tee-hee~

After that went to Mid Valley with sis to buy some things. Oh, i went to Mid Valley on Wednesday too when i went for asthma checkup. Then, i met Kai Qi and Melissa buying movie tickets. My sister and i were also planning to watch a movie. So, we cut the queue by sticking to them ^^ and we're watching the same movie too! "DESPICABLE ME".

However, my sister and i were actually to watch the normal one which will cause us 7 bucks each but the bill for the four of us surprisingly turned out to be 74 bucks! So,they were actually watching it in 3D. My sis had to pay them back and it hurts so much cause we were actually down on money. But,it was still okay. We had our lunch at McD (to save cost =P) then we enjoyed our movie. The show was awesome~ never regretted it. And i love the three sisters! Margo, Edith and AGNES~ hehe... Margo was pretty, Edith was cool, and Agnes was adorable!!! Muahahaha... enjoyed the show so much. Gro was stupid but funny at the same time.

Then, back to yesterday, me and my sister found a bird stuck to our mouse trap that my dad placed outside. We managed to save the bird but it died at last. Haih... we just disposed in a plastic bag.

Hmm...i guess nothing's interesting in my life. Nothing much to talk about. Oh, well, i shall poke my head into other people's business then.

In all your ways, acknowledge Him

and He shall direct your path.

Getting lonely, being lonely

2010-08-05T16:45:00.006+08:00

Things are getting complicated.

Aye, yeah, i know it's been a long time since i last updated. Well, things are always happening and people get busy at times. It's just life.

Huh, let's see, my mum's busy with loads of things that are gonna take place but i can't possible write it here cause it's kinda private... my sister is most probably going to Hong Kong to study but problems came up with her visa and loan to study. And the problem is WE'RE ALL BROKE! No money for anything~ TT

I have to do well in my studies so that in the future,i can apply for scholarship. I did not too bad this term, much better than last term. Haih...two more weeks till the end of holidays and i haven't do anything yet. This is getting sucky... well, i guess i have to start picking up my books already.

oh, went to the hospital yesterday for check up. And GOOD NEWS! My asthma is controlled! And hence, the doctor would only see me next year~~~ Yippee!!! Last time, i have to see the doctor every three months, and then reduced to six months and now, yeah! one year~~ ahh...i'm so relieved! tee-hee~

And tomorrow i have to go the hospital for skin again... well, i don't think i'll have good news for this since i'm ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lazy and i don't apply my creams so....um...i think i'll get scolding(again) as usual. But i want to have a change! I have to be hardworking again, well, not again but for once. Hehe =D

Huh, i've been kinda sick since the morning i went to hospital TT don't know why but i started having sore throat and today it's even more serious...but i'm lucky i still can talk, my throat hurts whenever i swallow my saliva or any edible products.

Ahh, back to my intended post, since my sister is most probably going to Hong Kong, she have to by 20th of Aug, and my brother is going to have leave to Kuching on 18th. So, my sister is still thinking whether or not to fly on the same day. Aww...whenever i think about it, i wanna go crazy already. It's like, so fast then they're gonna leave me here... i'm gonna be all alone with my dad.

Well, i think things happen for a reason and we still have to face it no matter what. I'm just worried i won't be able to face things myself and you know, nobody's gonna be home to teach me anything i don't know in my studies and i'm gonna have to learn to be independent already. I think i'll have to pray a lot so that i don't screw up anything.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart,

and lean not on your own understanding.

Birthday Girl

2010-07-19T13:56:00.007+08:00

I'm worried about you.

First of all, let me say,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAR YEN!!!

Yup, it's finally 19th of July, the date where a little mischevious baby was born. And, yes, this IS your birthday card. I didn't want to give you a piece of paper which was folded into half as your birthday card, so i decided to make it... Different?

Your Birthday Song:

The Birthday Song-Corrinne May

Don't worry about that extra line
That's creeping up upon your face
It's just a part of nature's way
To say you've grown a little more
Trees have rings and thicker branches
Kids shoes get a little tighter
Every year we're getting closer to who we're gonna be
It's time to celebrate the story of how you've come to be

Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
You're such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true

So light a candle on your cake
For every smile you've helped create
For every heart and every soul
You've known to grow a little more
A few more pounds, a little more grey
Don't count the years just count the way
It takes a little time to go from water into wine
Don't ever lose the wonder of the child within your eyes

Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
It's such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true

Remember Corrine May? I told you about her before... she sings wonderful songs. This birthday song has all the things i want to tell you. Thank you for being my friend all along.

And, currently she's in the hospital because of dengue fever TT, well we have to pray for her to get better. Today's actually also trials for PMR in school but it's the school's one, not the government one, so it should be okay for her to take the exam after she has recovered from her sick. GET WELL SOON!!!!!!! I don't want to see you sick anymore... hmmm...now i wonder how you would look like in the sick bay... how you would look in a patient's clothes, how you would sit, how pale would your face be....aww....*sobbing* =)

GET WELL SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll be here for you always, my dear friend.

Again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

RIS Talentime

2010-07-12T14:57:00.004+08:00

My day was beautiful because of you.

R.I.S Got Talent finally got by last Friday. Just some videos to share. Enjoy~

Videos courtesy of Wai Sen.

Gun Woo singing-Second Prize winner(RM 150)

Sang Hun singing

Gym performance-First Prize winner(RM 200)

Helpless

2010-07-05T21:13:00.003+08:00

I was helpless, then i thought of you.

Days before i had nothing to blog about, that's why my blog became empty. Well, today, i had auditions, and guess what? It was in Ms. Olive's room and we were freaking nervous. But when we were singing, some teacher came in and but of course we didn't stop and just continued singing. And.................................................

WE'VE PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, tomorrow would be singing for semi-finals audition. Oh, by the way, we sung Never Had A Dream Come True by S Club 7 today and we chose What About Now by Westlife for

semi-finals.

I'm still listening to the song now and memorizing the lyrics. Phew.... and we are required to wear "costumes" for tomorrow but we are only gonna wear tees with jeans, i mean me in tees and jeans cause Cheng Huei and Jo's gonna wear it with their school skirts. Anyway, good luck for us tomorrow!

No matter what happens,

I'll still be here for you,

And I wanna do is to love you.

Heartbeat

2010-07-02T23:08:00.004+08:00

Because of You, i live.

Happy 11th Anniversary to Yen and her Beloved!!!

I'm happy for them and i give my full blessings to them. May their love last for eternity.

Everything was fine today. We had done some of our class projects today but there are still loads of it waiting for us to finish. Still busy with the theme of the class for Parent-Teachers Day. We've officially decided to got with the 'Space' theme. Ms. Rupneet helped us to get some boxes where we could we make the rocket. I brought loads of newspaper to school but my plan didn't work out, so i think it'll be used for other purpose. Nevermind it but Josephine brought something REAL COOL!!!! She brought her soft toy turtle where there are lights that can shine the whole wall with stars and moon. IT WAS THE COOLEST THING I'VE EVER SEEN!!!! And she has FOUR of it! Aww...i'm so jealous now....=(

Anyways, i've decided to join the AUDITION for talentime! I didn't wanna join at first but since it's gonna be the last celebration in school, so why not join in the fun? It doesn't cost me anything anyway. I'm most probably gonna sing but up till now, i have no idea what to sing. Auditions had taken place a few days before this but next monday there will be another audition and then on tuesday, it would be semi-finals for audition. If, i managed to get through then i would have to sing another time then and i'm already freaking out now. I told the teacher in charge that i'm most probably joining and she told me auditions are on monday. Phew... now i'm starting to shake... what if i suddenly have stage fright and then my voice start shaking? what if i forgot the lyrics? what if i lost the tempo and the beat for the song? what if i don't hit the right pitch? what if i failed hitting the highest note? ARGH........................................................ now i'm so worried. What should i do?

I've received quite a bad news from my friend about his/her life. Hopefully everything will be resolved soon. I'll pray for her. Please just pray for his/her too.

And another friend who is encountering some physcological problem that made his/her parent worried and don't know what to do.

Everything will be fine. Just don't lock yourself up and don't reject concern from others but try to make the first step but accepting their concern. Everything clears up as time passes.

Most importantly, don't give up on life and what you believe.

"Never let the fear of striking out

keep you from playing the game."

Everything will be fine

as long as i knew you were there for me.

Weak Day

2010-06-29T18:03:00.004+08:00

Today was weak until i met you.

The day started quite awfully... my teacher was sick and i had to find other ways to go to school. After reaching school then i had classes and then it was plain.

Nothing happened cause there were no classes anymore but me, Wai Sen, Cheng Huei, and Josephine sneaked up to the hall to watch the auditions for talentime. The audition was... surprising but lame at times. Some were real good but some were very disappointing. Overall, i don't know how many performances were there that would attract people to go for talentime. Later then we all went back to class and virtually did nothing.

Um...for Sports Day, the results for the house placing is still not out yet. It seems they haven't finish counting the total points for each house yet. Therefore, no news.

Then, it was after school.

So, in order to make up for the boredness of this post, i would like to share a song that expresses much of how i feel today. Enjoy!

태연 & 써니 – 사랑인걸요 (맨땅에 헤딩 O.S.T)

Taeyeon & Sunny – This Is Love 是爱吧

[Taeyeon] 난 그댈 지나쳐 갈 때면
Nan keudael jinacheo gal ddaemyeon
When I pass by you
하루 종일 가슴이 떨려요
Haru jongil gaseumi ddeolryeoyo
My heart flutters for the entire day

홀로 그대를 그리고 있죠
Holro keudaereul keurigo itjyo
By myself, I longed for you

자꾸 그대란 자국이 남아요
Jakku keudaeran jakugi namayo
An image of you is always left behind

[Sunny] 또 우연인 듯 부딪혀 가도
Ddo uyeonin deut budijyeo gado
When I happen to run into you again

난 멍하니 고개를 숙여요
Nan meonghani gogaereul sugyeoyo
I just inanely bow my head

문득 그대와 마주 칠 때도
Mundeuk keudaewa maju chil ddaedo
Even when our eyes happen to meet

수줍은 미소만 보여요
Sujubeun misoman boyeoyo
All I can show is a shy smile

[Taeyeon] 그대 이제는 알 수 있나요
Keudae ijeneun al su itnayo
Do you understand now?

그대 이제는 내 맘 볼 수 있죠
Keudae ijeneun nae mam bol su itjyo

Can you see through my heart now?

소리도 없이 다가온 사랑이
Sorido eobshi dagaon sarangi
That love that came silently

그대는 그대는 들리나요
Keudaeneun keudaeneun deulrinayo
Can you, can you hear it?

[Sunny] 처음부터 내 사랑인걸요
Cheoeumbuteo nae sarangingeolyo
From the beginning, this was my love

차가운 내 맘에 따스히 비추죠
Chagaun nae mame ddaseuhi bichujyo
Shining warmly through my cold heart

한걸음 한걸음 다가오는 사랑
Hangeoreum hangeoreum dagaoneun sarang
The love that comes to me, step by step

난 조금은 두렵지만
Nan jogeumeun duryeobjimanAlthough I was a little afraid

[Taeyeon] 설레이는 내 사랑인걸요
Seolreineun nae sarangingeolyo

The love that moved me
비오듯 사랑이 내 맘을 적셔요
Bi-o-deut sarangi nae mameul jeoksyeoyo

Like the rain, the love engulfed my heart
내 맘이 내 맘이 이젠 사랑인걸요

Nae mami nae mami ijen sarangingeolyo
My heart, my heart is now in love
그대 그리운만큼

Keudae keuriunmankeum

As much as I'm longing for you

[Sunny] 그대 이제는 알 수 있나요
Keudae ijeneun al su itnayo
Do you understand now?

그대 이제는 내 맘 볼 수 있죠
Keudae ijeneun nae mam bol su itjyo
Can you see through my heart now?

소리도 없이 다가온 사랑이
Sorido eobshi dagaon sarangi
That love that came silently

그대는 그대는 들리나요
Keudaeneun keudaeneun deulrinayo
Can you, can you hear it?

[Taeyeon] 처음부터 내 사랑인걸요
Cheoeumbuteo nae sarangingeolyo
From the beginning, this was my love

차가운 내 맘에 따스히 비추죠
Chagaun nae mame ddaseuhi bichujyo
Shining warmly through my cold heart

한걸음 한걸음 다가오는 사랑
Hangeoreum hangeoreum dagaoneun sarang
The love that comes to me, step by step

난 조금은 두렵지만
Nan jogeumeun duryeobjiman

Although I was a little afraid

[Sunny] 설레이는 내 사랑인걸요
Seolreineun nae sarangingeolyo

The love that moved me
비오듯 사랑이 내 맘을 적셔요
Bi-o-deut sarangi nae mameul jeoksyeoyo

Like the rain, the love engulfed my heart
내 맘이 내 맘이 정말 사랑인걸요

Nae mami nae mami jeongmal sarangingeolyo
My heart, my heart is really in love

그대 그리운만큼
Keudae keuriunmankeum

As much as I'm longing for you

[Taeyeon] 이게 사랑인걸요
Ige sarangingeolyo
This must be love

每一次的交談，都會讓我對你的愛，

從新燃燒一次。

Belated belated post of my trip!

2010-05-27T23:22:00.029+08:00

Sorry for not blogging nowadays...been really really busy with everything.

Well, here's my FIRST picture loaded post.

It's my trip to Johor and then Singapore during the one week holiday on God knows when.

I visited the school in Johor where my mum is working and "studied" there for a few days and after that we went to Singapore with my mum's colleague who stays in Singapore but travels to Johor everyday to work.

So, Enjoy The Pictures!

View of the entrance from inside

Inside the school

The swimming pool

The canteen ^^

Cause my mom worked till late at night, as usual, here's the night view of the school.

The next morning

My breakfast =)

And then we went to the immigration office to make my passport in order to go Singapore that took like ages. And... my wonderful dinner at Nijyumaru.
My green tea ice cream with red beans =D

My mum's dinner.

MY DINNER. Best bento i've ever eaten.

Sis's dinner.

Trip to Singapore.

On the way into Woodlands.

In one of the shopping malls.

Outside the Woodlands MRT station.
Causeway Point, one of the shopping malls.
Went to the night market there. One of the food there.
Stayed at Ms.Tan's(mom's colleague) house. These are the outside view of the condo.

The next morning.
At Woodlands station.
View from inside of MRT.
Made our way to Harbour Front in order to get to Sentosa.

Sentosa Map.

Building of Vivo City, The coolest building in Singapore. Designed by a Japanese Architect.

Side view of Vivo City. The MRT track that goes between it is from Sentosa.
Another shot. All these shots are taken from the MRT while we were on our way to Sentosa.
Entrance to Sentosa.

The bus to go into Sentosa.

Adventures in Sentosa.Sorry, too lazy to put in captions.

And that's the end of my journey. Well, not all the pictures are here but i had an enjoyable time anyway and i really wish to go Singapore again.

Everything is almost back into place

2010-03-18T22:58:00.003+08:00

Thanks for my day a better day.

Sorry for not blogging yesterday. I was too sleepy.
Oh, I didn't manage to give my presents to Vian and Nisha even though i met them. Yesterday was the last day for their holiday classes. I'm already starting to miss them. I managed to speak to Yen for a while but because i had to do my lunch duty, we spoke for only a while but i'm still happy.

Got back my business paper today. I did...not too bad. My geo paper too was not too bad. Currently, i'm printing out the past year papers from the CIE website adn it suddenly hanged. My printer's not listening to me anymore.

My mum's back today!!! Yippee! Missed her so much. Um...not much updates today actually since my life now is kinda boring because of IGCSE. All i can do is study, no more fun. Even my ACTIVITIES period have been replaced with ENGLISH. ARGH...not that i don't like english but it's just...ACTIVITIES ARE THE TIMES WHERE WE ENJOY...and now besides PE we won't get to move our bodies anymore... that's sad. Considering that i love being outdoors or just doing some other things beside studying in class.

Hmmph...nothing much but i think i really need to studying already( i hope so). I feel guilty whenever my teachers feel disappointed when they mark my papers cause i seem to understand and perform good in class but when it comes to exam, my understanding somehow just vanishes. But i know, it's mainly about me not studying for it actually. I can tell the exam papers are seriously easy but because i didn't study, i couldn't do well. I feel sorry for the teachers who have been working so hard to teach us until they changed their way of teaching in order to suit us but our outcomes are still so disappointing. I couldn't really relax after exam knowing that the results and the faces of disappointment that i have to face after exam. However, i will work as hard as i could for third term.

I really need to bring this matter to the Lord. i need to pray that i could change my lazy character and stop wasting time. I really need to be in the enjoyment of the Lord too. I want to be spiritually strong. Hopefully i can overcome all these and lead myself to a better future.

Okay, after so many heavy things, IT'S TIME TO WISH THEM HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NISHA!
Even though the time when this post is is posted upis not the right time but it's already time now actually. I just sent Vian a message and hopefully she's already sleeping. ^^

I can't bear the speed of my heartbeat whenever i look into your eyes.

It's Official!

2010-03-16T23:13:00.003+08:00

I miss you.

It's officially the end of exams yesterday! Sorry for not blogging and now blogging so late.
I felt happy when my bloggie is gonna REVIVE!
Tee-hee. Let's see, what do i need to update about.
1 week of exams and on a special date, 11th March, was Yinnie's Birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wish her all her best in her exams and hope she's always healthy. May God bless her and her whole family. I gave a present too. But it had to be sent by Vicky and then to Sok Man in order to reach her. Thanks Vicky and Sok Man! I didn't manage to take picture of it though...but i think...maybe she's gonna post it in her bloggie someday =P. I gave her purple necklace and she told me she loved it! I felt so relieved when i heard that.

Um...and then...Oh, Joanna came back!!! Missed her loads~ but my sister was in Cameron. She just came back yesterday. Missed her too~ and she bought STRAWBERRIES!!!! and cherry tomatoes, strawberry cookies, and FRUIT KEYCHAINS!!!!! I just ate a box of strawberries this afternoon with my dad and sis. Mum's not back yet but hopefully on Thursday since she messaged and said her company BIG BOSS is gonna go there tomorrow afternoon. Hmmph...anyways, i still missed her and i've something very important to tell her. Special Thanks to Yen for giving me courage to tell my mum.

Well, just some updates about the school. Something BIG happened but everything's better now. Mr.Ali resigned and it's a LONG LONG STORY about it. That's why i'm not posting about it and i also felt a lot unhappiness whenever i talk about it. And i don't really feel like commenting anything about it. All i say is we really need to learn to tolerate, forgive and forget.

IT'S A ONE WEEK HOLIDAY AND I'M SCHOOLING!!!
Argh... i'm only having holidays on the 1st week of April and it's only about one week and a few days more... and i'm kinda starting to hate these days because everything's passing by so fast! I don't even have time to digest properly and everything's already excreted from me. I know it's gross but that was the first descriptive sentence that came to my mind. But, form 3 & 5 students are having HOLIDAY CLASSES! Not that form 5 students are my business but my friends are in school too!!! Unfortunately, i haven got the chance to meet them yet, only some of them.

AHA! I thought of something! I'm gonna give VIVIAN'S present to her tomorrow even though her birthday's on Friday, 19th March, cause it's holiday. Oh, Nisha too! I've known her for like...12 years ago? considering i've known her since 4...my maths is terrible...do inform me if i've calculated wrongly.

Okie!!!! I guess i'm done...cause i'm to starting to have small little mosquito bites around my face so gotta sleep earlier.... Gotta wake up earlier tomorrow to wrap Vian & Nisha's gift.

Goodnight!

I miss your smile so much.

Bored Days

2010-02-22T23:47:00.003+08:00

I'm having a good day because of you.

Sorry for not blogging...couldn't find the right time. Just finish reading everyone's blog for the past few days.

Nothing much happened in my few days. Just usual routines. Love Yen's last few post. I'm happy that she's happy =). Met Yin and Qing after school today, chatted for a while and they had to leave to Block C.

Oh, about True Legend. My bro and mum didn't get the tickets for that night but for the next morning. So, i woke up in the morning and went to Jusco Cheras Selatan. The show was great! Amazing! Fantastic!...and any other great adjectives.

After that, went for lunch and Teppanyaki. Guess what? I met Josephine and sat the table next to her. Not long after that, I saw Russell, Chee Ren and Xiao Ken in Mc Donald, as McD is just opposite McD.

Went back home later. Nothing much happened then. Um...can't really remember what happened the day after. I did my artpiece yesterday and managed to pass it up today. Luckily Mr.Damien didn't remember anything about the Art History homework =P.

Business Assignment is still going on. In the process of compiling the attachments. Haih...why do i feel my life's getting more and more boring? Even my blog's boring now! Ms.Rupneet told us that we're not having holidays until April, but it's only for a week. Poof! No holidays and after 2nd term exam, i'll be starting to study for 3rd term exam already *shakes head*.

And..btw, i should not really be blogging nowadays cause Term Exam is just 13 days away and i obviously haven't study yet.

Um...i don't think there's anything more so far. Sorry for making you bored and reading picture-less blog.

Goodnight!

I just realised that i actually liked you a lot.

I feel...

2010-02-17T20:45:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling ...

Just had dinner. And after this, i'm going out for a movie! I'm gonna watch True Legend!

My mom and bro are currently out to buy the tickets. And she asked me and my sister to fold the mountains of clothes, which i'm obviously not doing. My sister's bugging me about her playing on the piano, why she can't play that particular part and did she play this part or that part. Man, i'm damn worried whether my mom and bro are back or not. Something lame just happened. I just said to my sister while she's still playing the piano, "They come back edi a?". But she didn't hear it and then i said "Nothing." and she started staring and me while i continued typing my post. And then i looked at her and said,"What you doin?" Then we cracked into laughter and she said, "Yes! i win!".

Oh, i forgot about it. Yesterday, after i went to Hilton then i went out with my relatives to Mid Valley. My mum bought me another thing! A new BROS steel bottle that caused me RM 35.90. Haih...but mum said she wanted to get one good one for me. So, anyways, bought a brown one and then after that we left as it was getting late.

And now, my sister currently choosing a show to on cause she said she needs to on something when she's folding the clothes. And there she goes, "Few....boom...Few Few Few boom boom boom...boom Few~" , while looking at the DVD rack.

Okay...i should stop crapping. Hmmph...so far that's all. Maybe gonna talk a bit about the show tomorrow.

Goodnight!

I miss you.

Back

2010-02-16T23:42:00.003+08:00

I'm back.

Sorry for not blogging! I was away for this few days.

Let's see the list of updates.

12/2

Mom's BACK!!!

Um...nothing much for today cause she actually came back only in the morning.

13/2

Haha~...this is so far the best day in the year!

Cause my mum bought me stuffs!!!

We went to Leisure Mall and then mum got me a New Jacket!!!

the giordano one that my bro suggested.

And... a new watch!!!!! a white one, a B.U.M Equipment product.

Tee-hee, I was springing from within!

Ah! And something very hilarious happened when we were in Leisure Mall too.

My mum wanted to get a new handphone cause her LG phone don't have the feature where you could block certain numbers from sending message to you. Then, we went to a shop and we, of course, haunted for the cheapst Nokia phone. It was priced RM 100. As usual, my mum started to bargain and said RM 88. Of course, it couldn't be a deal for the salesman cause it was too cheap. Then, he said RM 99 then can la... my mum replied and say i go and check the other store a few steps away how much first.

Fast Forward>>>

She came back and then she said, "They offered me RM 90 straight away." with a very convincing face.

And then the young salesman was kinda annoyed the then he wrote RM 90 on the receipt straight away. My mum then said, "Aunty give you angpow la,okay?"

The salesman returned RM 10 to my mum cause she paid RM 100 then she took that piece of RM 10 and put it into an angpow and gave him the angpow. After that, my mum started asking him about his name and his age while me, my sis, and my bro were already walking away (as usual when she does this =P). He said his name was William and he is 17. Then my mum said he was her third child cause his age is in between my brother and me. Bla bla bla...and then when we left, my mum said the other shop also sold at RM 100. And then my sister said,"Haih...i never believed a word she said just now."

I wondered what would happen if the salesman knew the truth =P .

14/2-16/2

First Of All, Happy Valentine's Day!!!!!

May all the couples on earth be together forever!

Hmmph...today woke up quite early and then of course i had to go to both my grandma's house to eat. After that,i had to go back to pack my luggage.

I had to go for a CNY Blending Conference in Shah Alam. Because it was too far, i had to stay in a hotel there. And because the that hotel was too small, it couldn't accomodate so any people, i had to stay in another hotel.

I stayed in Concorde Hotel while the conference was in Grand Blue Wave hotel.

Um...had some time driving around the place cause...you get me...we were lost. But luckily we found the way. It felt like another state even though we were in Shah Alam. We don't know the way, we don't know where to go, we don't know where we can find food...everything you could think of. And because it's CNY, the city was...a little "unfriendly".

Well, on the 15th i spent my whole day listening to messages and enjoying the Lord.

And i just came back tonight. Cause i met up with my relatives in PJ Hilton hotel for high-tea.

I think i was stuffed with food for two days. I've been to three hotels within these three days.

Hmmph...after that i came back and typed this post. Finally get to watch finish 'A Watchdog's Tale'.

Okay...i guess that's all.

I felt like i was stalking you.

Pleasant Day

2010-02-12T21:05:00.002+08:00

I'm experiencing the best things in my life now.

Today was a pleasant day =).

Everything was okay but the attendance in my class was horrible...not exactly but still fine. Studies as usual but some teachers had some problems so it was a bit moody at that moment.

Oh, we had a chance to go up and watch the performance today! Yen's was not long after the beginning actually. It was not too bad but i could actually still see some people forgetting their steps but the opening was great. It had great impact.

Got some of my assessment results today too but not really gonna talk about them. They're just fine. I have to work hard for term exam.

Argh! My sore throat is getting worst. My sister and brother continued their painting project and now they're like dead. Coughed like hell just now, i mean me. And my sister's complaining to me that she's lazy to shift back all the stuffs to it's place. We're actually waiting for my dad to come back home to bring us out for dinner.

My mum's coming back tonight! I mean tomorrow morning cause she's only leaving at 9 pm. Huh...sucky. But i doubt whether we're asleep at that time actually since we're all night ghosts. Hmmph...but come to think of it, they're tired so maybe they'll sleep.

Haha... I know it's been bring reading so many craps. Sorry!~

I guess i can wrap up already.

Good Night!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!!

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

I was afraid to look at you again.

I'm afraid that you'll see through my heart.

Je suis mallade avant CNY

2010-02-11T23:24:00.003+08:00

I'm awaiting for a new beginning.

It's official the last day of assessments yesterday! Wee-hoo...anyways, i didn't do well it again, as usual ^^. I can't wait for CNY holidays! Don't know why but i feel happy about it. Maybe it's because i missed all my relatives. Tee-hee.

Um...i brought cupcakes to school today! Made by my sister. For Josephine, Cheng Huei and Pik Kuan + suria friends but i didn't get to see them. Missed them much but CH and J told me they saw them at the hall during activity.

ARGH!!! I got sunburn because i played too long under the sun. Hmph...my skin's gonna come out this few days...but hey, then i'll have new skin! Isn't that great?

My sister and brother had proceeded out the projects at home. Painting the gate. Aww...my bro got sunburn all over...so sad =( . My dad, didn't know why, maybe in a CNY mood, bought extra black paint and asked them to paint the stairs at home too. My brother was annoyed and lazy already cause he had to wake up so early. They're gonna wake up early tomorrow too...cause my dad wanna bring them go eat breakfast and then they have to start work again. Hehe...I wasn't at home...so i didn't need to do anything! =P

Wai Sen didn't come today. Um...it was kinda still okay but Pik Kuan was sad because of her assessment results. But, GAMBATTE, Pik Kuan! Try harder in Term Exam. And...i'm having sore throat already.... before CNY. How sucky...

Sorry for not blogging before this. I was "busy" studying and yesterday i was too sleepy that i slept straight away.

Hmmph... i guess that's about it. I haven't finish my homework yet actually... went for KFC just now. Haih...i'm feeling that i don't really know how to take care of myself already.

GoodNight!!!

Love ya loads!

I was afraid to see you again.

So, i ran.

Revived

2010-02-05T23:42:00.004+08:00

I feel revived.

I had no idea why but i felt relaxed and revived. Most probably it was because i managed to finished cross country. I don't really feel stressed out currently even though assessments are a few days away. Something must be wrong with me. Honestly, I haven't study anything yet.

Unfortunately, I felt full of energy to study. Haih...I'm seriously abnormal.
Um...cross country was tiring today but it was fun. I had to run myself because R.I.S were running first and Pik Kuan didn't wanna run so fast. She was alone too. I felt sorry for her actually but i really wanna run for once. Josephine fell not long after the starting point so she had to stop and apply antiseptic. Cheng Huei was kinda forced to continue running and not really allowed to accompany Josephine, so she was actually far behind everyone and plus she was alone. She managed to chase up to Pik Kuan though. Thank God she wasn't alone.
Hopefully Josephine will recover soon. She was injured quite badly on her knees actually. Oh, it was actually really funny seeing Josephine and Cheng Huei snatching over the Mickey Mouse plaster Chee Seng offered to...I wasn't sure who was he offering to but the two of them just wanted to get it. The scene was so cute but Cheng Huei still gave the plaster to Josephine cause Josephine's plasters were not sticky at all and kept coming out. Cheng Huei had a big blister actually. Hmmph...it's fun being around them. I should hang out more with them. xP ( Wai Sen would probably kill me.)

We didn't study today. That was the most boring but fun thing today. Aha! I got to see Yen, Chee Yee, Yin Ling, Sian Fei and Joanne today after school cause they had dance...class? lessons? No idea. It was interesting seeing them practice the steps and the teacher teaching them. Another sad thing was Chee Yee fell during cross country too. I'll pray that she recovers soon. Hopefully before next Friday when she has to do the performance ^^.

Yeah!!!It's my faaaavvvoourite YUN HO's BIRTHDAY!!!!eight more minutes actually but i'm already so excited about it.Hahahahhahahahaha....plus Ms.Olive's birthday too. Tee-hee~ i'm in a happie mood now!!!=P

Hehe~ I'm happy about it.

Hmmph... The post will end here then.
=))))))

I'll just be watching you from the back.
Please, just leave your shadow for me to watch.
I'll already satisfied.

Fear

2010-02-04T22:11:00.002+08:00

I'm afraid of wilting.

Um..school was still fine. Went to school with my "fractured" feet, entered into the freezing refrigerator, and so on. Oh, had activity today. Played halfway then the teacher asked us to go up to class cause it was too hot. Guess what? They asked us to write a reflection on what we've learn for the past few weeks and our opinions. I just crapped some stuff on the paper actually =P. I'm currently sneezing now and my dad's nagging me for drinking iced tea just now.

Anyways, Wai Sen is not coming tomorrow and i guess she had been bashed up by her friends so i'm being kind to not bash her some more. And Yen's running tomorrow! Most probably i'm running tomorrow too. Not exactly running but walking to be precise.

Fyi, this Saturday is actually Ms.Olive's birthday. And we, Year 10s, collected class fund and bought her a gift! A set of pen and pencil cause my teacher noticed that she was always looking for a pen or a pencil when she's in her office. But we're only giving it on Mon, i think, cause they didn't wanna give her beforehand. Saying it was no good or something. But who cares? As long as the present reaches her and she receives our greetings, it's good enough. Hopefully she'll have a happy birthday.

Hmmph...guess i've to wrap up now. I have to do night revival after this and study and do my part for the greeting card (which i've forgotten). My sister is also complaining saying that i TOOK OVER the computer because she wanted to play her game. I'm okay with that as long as i finished blogging =).

Argh, just saw my message from Yen saying she have to run with her sister. Gotta go to solve the prob about Yin Ling and Pik Kuan too.

Goodnight!

니가 혹시나 내 마음을 알게 될까봐

알아버리면 우리 멀어지게 될까봐

Realization

2010-02-03T23:25:00.003+08:00

A mixture of feelings today.

Let's see, oh,sorry for not blogging yesterday. Totally forgot about it xP.

Hmmph...Aha! Cross country rehearsals today.

Tee-hee...got to meet up with all my friends but walked the whole route with Yen, Yin Ling and Pik Kuan. We actually left Pik Kuan behind when we were running...Sorry.

Um...all i could say is...it was tiring. My feet were numb and tired. Not pain, just tired.

But i was glad i "ran" with them.^^

To Agnes,

Thanks for always making me feel cared by someone. I love you~

She was always the one who was concerned about my health problems. I still remember the first the she asked me when she saw me was,"Did you bring your inhaler?","Don't run so fast, I'm afraid you'll have an attack.". Aww...it made me felt so warm within. She was the only one who always asked me to take care of my health. Thank you, dear~

Um...i didn't really sweat a lot actually. Went back to class after that then i had to attend Geography class. Quite energetic at first then slowly i got sleepy but that was after class.=P

Wai Sen didn't come today cause of cross country but she'll be coming on friday to support yin zhen and frens. Just read her blog just now...it seems that she has a lot of problems. Hopefully it'll be resolved soon. I'll pray for her. Don't be too sad ya~I'll always be here for you.

Argh...assessment are coming up next week. Eng, Math, History and Geo on the first day. I can't remember the rest...xP. Huh...but on the first day there are like...so many things to memorize!!! Argh...i'm gonna faint. I can't even do simple math. This is sucky...but i gotta work hard to achieve good grades for term exam.

Sorry if i don't get to update my blog daily. I gotta be "studying".

Oh, ya. Congrats to Demon for taking 8, i think academy awards. She's damn cool. And Happy 6th Month Anniversary to her and her dear. They're so damn sweet together. Btw, i took GOOD care of her, Kah Chun ^^.

Ah...forgot about my title. Well, i realized how unequipped i was with math today when i asked Mr.Tan to teach me for a while today. I can't even do a simple integer question. Haih...i'm sucky. I can't even understand how i got to pass my exam actually. I really really got to work hard for Year 10.

Okay, i guess i should wrap up.

Thanks for reading~

온통 세상이 그대인데 그대만 보이는데

그대 앞에선 난 먼 곳만 봐요

먼 발치서 나 잠시라도

그대 바라볼 수 있어도

그게 사랑이죠

Happiness

2010-02-01T20:55:00.002+08:00

Hmmph...It was FINE today! Everything was okay....even though i was sleepy when it was geography...=P.

Oh, by the way, i'm joining the cross country this time!!! I'm feel so happy cause i get to meet my friends and run with them! Hopefully they'll go... Please leave me message if you're going for the cross country on my tagboard...i'm really looking forward to this. Rehearsals will be on Wednesday and final run will be on Friday. I'm gonna get myself prepared for this...xD

Um...not much updates for today actually...but at least i try to update daily.^^

For Once?

2010-01-31T22:32:00.007+08:00

Phew... i think i might have a chance to finish my homework on time today, FOR ONCE.

Yup...I'm not done with my homework yet but i'm still sitting in front of the computer and typing this post,as usual xP.

Nothing much happened today. Went to church early in the morning and then waited for my sis to finish her fellowship till 5 and then came home. After that....about 8.30 something, went for dinner and so on...you should know what happens after that.

Anyway, i know this post is getting bored but i really cracked my head to think of what to post about.Oh, it's a very sad thing for me too when Demon's house is internet-less. It sucks because i don't know what is happening in her life... even though i could message her but i don't know, it just feels different to know what she's up to by she herself telling than me asking.

Ah-ha! To be ridiculous... I was actually anticipating for today to come by since yesterday after i've changed my blogskin.^^ I loved this blog skin!!! Black and White, Nice and Simple, Clean and Neat. Felled in love with it. Um...it may seem similar to Demon's blog but anyways... I'm quite a copycat of hers, i admit that.

Whoa! i've came up with a post! Tee-hee...

*sigh* I still have to produce a painting after this and choose a collage artist. Still on my way looking for one. Found one i liked but she doesn't even has a wiki where i could refer to. But it has been a great week for me...where i have lesser burden. Not exactly lesser actually...cause i'm gonna have assessments in like...one more week to go? Yup...exactly one week to go. But it's good in a sense too cause i could fully enjoy my Chinese New Year Holidays! Without any worries! Hopefully the teachers' don't give us loads of homeworks, projects, or assignments...

Okay, i should stop crapping by now. I've to continue doing my History and do my Art. Oh, the pictures i put above actually represents my feeling of the day using the four seasons =) .

Goodnight!

Write on your heart that everyday is the best day of the year.

Relieved~

2010-01-30T16:40:00.003+08:00

Yay! I'm finally done with my new blogskin. I've actually wanted to change another one but had problems with it so i changed to this one. Nice.Simple.Clean.

It's official de fourth week of school. I've been leaving my blog to rot for weeks due to the heavy loads of homework. And now i'm still sitting here when my homeworks are still not done. Gotta go do them after this.

Life's still okay in R.I.S. The good news is Form 3 are now having BRUNCH!!! Eventhough my time with them is still different, i still get to see them if i get to slip out of class and go to the toilet...xD. Plus, i get to see them during P.E on Wednesday too! I'm having Art at that time actually...anyways, getting a chance to see them really makes up my day.=)

Oh, I've for the prefect interview already and i was THE first one who did the interview. It was still okay...manageble. Hopefully i pass the interview.

And just in case you're bored seeing only words in my bloggie so i added the picture on the top of the post, just like most of my friends do.Oh well, since everybody's doing the same thing, it's not counted as copying right?=)

Oh, i think i'm gonna for one colour for all the posts too. Colourful fonts don't really go with white background. Anyways, thanks for listening crap.

心會累，心會碎，可是心更怕後悔。

The First

2010-01-06T23:31:00.002+08:00

It's officially the FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL for me! I was actually...anticipating for who i would see in my class this time. And guess what? I woke up at 6.30 just because the teacher fetching me would be arriving at 7.10 to pick me up but he was late today =(. Guess i should be sleeping now huh..?

Anyways, there were 5 new students in my class and 4 of them are Koreans and the other one's a Malaysian. 3 Korean boys and one girl. The Malaysian's a boy too. There are ONLY FIVE girls in the class and the rest are obviously boys...um, there are 17 people in my class right now. So, you have got to do the calculations yourself.I'm lazy.

Well, it was very very very very very boring due to the incomplete time table. We had to sit in the class not knowing which teacher will come in and freeze till death. It was freaking cold. This time, I really really really really really felt like going to Suria and study form 3 with my friends. Honestly, this was really the first time i had this feeling when i've changed my school. I didn't even feel this when i was in Jalan Bukit.

I don't know why but i felt like i'm in a cold storage when i'm studying here. You know that kind of feeling when you feel unwelcomed, friendless, stranger-ish, freezing cold environment where you have to struggle to even breathe and all you could do is listen to someone talking where what you would ever want at that moment was peace? Okay, i'm not saying that RIS is not good, it's just...i think i have ex-school sickness! I don't know why but everytime i imagined about the form 3 class....

*The class was somehow very warm and cozy. You know that kind of effects where you have imaginations and the scene is not very clear and you have a border of smudge effects and in this case it's slightly brownish, the colour of very very old piano sheets, a bit burned type...Ah, you would know what i'm talking about by now.^^*

Oh, and very pressuring news....I have been nominated as the Deputy Head Prefect aka Assistant Head Prefect and my classmate, Steve, would be the Head Prefect. I personally don't really think that i would qualify for this position actually but i think they just chose me because there weren't any better ones YET. Or maybe they haven't seen one besides me. *sighs*

I missed everyone so much now.

It's so saddening to know that they are having different time now. It was so sucky. Because now school ends at 3, which means i would go back earlier and then i don't get to see them. But before this, i didn't know their time were changed. So, in exchange for the time after school, i thought i would get to spend time with them during lunch. and guess what? All these hopes were thrown down into a BIG BIG bowl of hot soup! ARGH!!!!! I felt so sad. Knowing your friends are in the same school compound but you don't even get to see them is way WORST than being in another school.

I miss all of them so much.

Especially you.

Reflection

2010-01-02T21:01:00.002+08:00

2010.

I couldn't actually believe that 2009 has already pass away.

It seems so long for a year to pass yet so short.

Last year (wasn't that like 2 days ago?), it was quite a heavy year for me...(sorry, i couldn't find another proper word to describe it.)

Heavy as in a lot of things happened and they are BIG things that changes everything.

The changes were good changes for my education but not that good for me actually.

I find it quite difficult to adapt to the new environment and learn things in a different way.

I even have to do things in a different way. I'm exhausted actually and definitely stressed out.

I can tell, nobody gives me pressure but i tend to give a lot of pressure to myself.

I often sit around wondering what i should do now but after deciding them, i easily get distracted and then i don't get to finish my work and as a result, i delay my work until they become a mountain. I'm wondering is this just a part of teenage years or will it last till forever?

I've tried many different things this year, erm... i mean last year, and it got me to think. Will i be able to cope up with everything? It seems to me that the things around me are running around while i'm left behind and no matter how hard i try, i'll still be standing at the same place.

Sometimes, I really feel like closing my eyes and rest but time doesn't allow it. The more you rest, the more time you waste. Why won't everything stop? The world seem to be at a pace i couldn't follow and all i could do is run faster.

Would it make a difference if i didn't change school? I don't think so actually. I'll still face problems that nobody could help me and i would have solve no matter what to move on with life.

In simple words,

I'm tired.

Exhausted.

I've been very unproductive this holiday. I actually....DID read the history book and i WAS supposed to brush up my math but i didn't. I was also given an assignment by Mr. Ali to read King Lear, the Shakespeare version but up till now, i think i only managed to one third of it without understanding anything about it. Cool, huh? Well, there's only three days left before school starts for me.

Will i have a new start at this point, the beginning of year 2010?

I wonder.

Taggie by Demon

2009-12-28T18:47:00.002+08:00

点名规则:

A. 被点到名字的要在自己的博客里写下自己的答案，然后去掉一个你最不喜欢的问题再加上一个你的问题，仍然组成20个问题，传给其他8个人，列出其他8个需要回答问题的人的名字，还要到这8个人的部落格裡留言通知对方——你被点名了，被点名者不得拒绝回答问题，完成游戏的人将会永远得到大家的祝福。

B. 这８个人要在自己的部落格裡註明是从哪裡接到的，并且再传给其他8个人，让游戏继续下去，不得回传。被点到名字的人将会得到大家的祝福，并且所有美好的愿望都会在不久的将来实现。

Sorry but i'm not tagging anyone cause most of them had already done them.

Questions:

1.你希望从朋友(不包括爱人)那里得到的是什麼?

驚喜。

2.点你的人是?

Demon(自願)。

3.最受不了自己的哪个缺点?

缺乏自信心。

4.难过的时候会?

哭。

5.现在有什么愿望?( 说出3个 )

-變得更勤勞。

-身邊的人都健康，快樂。

-再来三个愿望。

6.以一个形容词形容点名的人的外表

Demon: 甜美。

7.你现在最想做的是什麼?

看電視。

8.用一个字形容自己.

懶惰蟲。

9.你現在最渴望擁有的是什麽？

時間。

10.现在最希望的事?

休息。

11.最想要的东西是?

健康，快樂。

12.接下来最想去旅行的国家或城市? 为什么?

瑞士。看雪，吃巧克力。

13. 你为什么要回答这些问题?

因爲。。。我也不知道。

14. 怕不怕世界末日?

怕。

15.什麼时候觉得孤独?

時常。

16.最近一次掉眼泪是?

忘了.

17.想对点你名的人说的话?

祝你好運。

18.家人重要还是伴侣重要?

家人。

19.相信“一见钟情”吗?

目前還不確定。

20.如果世界末日来临,你会做什么?

我會高聲讚美，因爲是主的到來。

Is It Really That Good?

2009-12-14T17:56:00.002+08:00

Is It Really That Good?

Holidays.

I've been looking forward to this holiday actually, since it has been a long time since i could rest. But come to of it... Is It REALLY That Good???

I planned what i wanted to do for the next day and then i woke up late the next morning, causing me to ruin my schedule adn then i become confused about what i'm going to do next. After that, i'll be wondering for a long time until it's dinner time. Sometimes, i sit in front of the computer wondering what to do with it. Of course there are tonnes of stuff do with the computer but wouldn't we be bored about those stuffs???

Haih....i can say holidays are boring sometimes but at the same time, when you are schooling, you cannot wait for holidays. It's the first time during my holidays, i feel that there isn't enough time for anything. Anyways, I'll still try hard to achieve my goals during my holidays.

I HATE You

2009-11-28T23:49:00.008+08:00

I'm currently sitting on my sister's chair, using her computer, typing on her keyboard, looking at her screen and typing this.It's approximately 12.08AM and I'm still sitting here typing this. Before i was typing this, I was wondering what shall i post for my post today on my blog and then i saw some irritating-disgusting-unfriendly-soon to be killed and dead-creature.

ANTS.

Trust me. THEY ARE SO NOT CUTE.
And then, i stood up and i got a scratch from my sister's dumb computer table.(My sister had more frequent cuts than i do because of this computer table.) I went into the toilet and i took a rag.

And there goes my evil plan.

See? I told you they're soon to be dead. I wiped them off and wahahahahaha....

THEY'RE DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All thanks to ME. My sister should be grateful cause i helped her clean the ants in her room.=)
And now, I'm gonna post this up and turn off the computer and then I will be climbing into my bed and hug my pillow and visit the the cemetery the ants i've killed. See? I'm such a good human. xD

Goodnight!=)

Senior 2 Charity ♥

2009-11-27T17:36:00.006+08:00

Although i wasn't there for the last day of school but i was still touched reading demon and others posting about Senior 2 Charity. It's so far the best class for me too... <

Here, the door of the class...

And some pics of Demon and Yin Ling.

The cutest picture ever.

Xuan decorating de board with everyone's name.^^

The finished product!
Group picture!
Aw....i missed all of them. I hadn't seen them smiling like this since God knows when.

I really wished i was there that day. This class was different from the form 1 class eventhought i loved 1 Hope too. The special thing about this class was that it was a compilation of many different kind of people. There are very quiet ones, very HIGH ones, very lazy ones, very playful ones, very cheeky ones, very emotional ones, very living-in-their-own-world ones, very narcissistic ones, very weak ones and loads of crazy ones.*smirks*

Anyway, i ♥ all of them.

To,

Jaga,

Eventhough i don't know you very well but i hope you've enjoyed this year. Study hard for PMR and do your best! I love your magic shows by the way...

Kah Kin,

Work hard for your studies ya...and i know you love chinese but don't bully the teacher next year ya...xP o and, try to reduce your usage of foul language.*hehe*

Soo Kee,

I ♥ you!, you noe? Study hard for next year and don't play so much a...hehe.. eventhough i'm not so close to you but you're still a very fun fren to be with. You always cheer people up. Keep that in mind ya...you're always the best.

Sian Fei,

I ♥ you two!! gosh, i think i'm gonna say this to everyone...hehe. I'm definitely gonna miss your crazyness in class. Don't keep everything in your heart o...share it out if you need to...i'll always be here for you.

Hsin Mei,

Don't read so many novels, pay more attention on your studies. Hope you'll score straight A's in your PMR. Try to mix with english speaking students more... then you can improve your english.^^

Joanne,

I ♥ you three!!! I'm gonna miss you so much too... Btw, try to improve your blurness ya...xD

and if alwin bullies you, tell use you noe!hehe...then we'll get the chance to shve his hair off...wakakakaka...xP

Jien Siang,

Come to school more frequent la...I don't think so i even manage to see you more than 6 months le...ok la...maybe not so long la..but don't miss class so often la..anyways, keep up the good work in your sports ya!(gosh, i sound like a teacher...old liao..><)

Kah Chun,

finally it's YOUR turn. Well, of course study well for PMR and be in good health. And don't grow anymore taller...scared someone cannot grow so tall so fast...xD(she's gonna kill me).But, if you don't take good care of her.......

I'm gonna GRILL YOU, CUT YOU INTO PIECES, ADD TOMATO, MAYONNAISE, LETTUCE, BROCOLLI, AND THEN THROW YOU INTO THE SEA AND FEED THE SHARKS. Trust me, they'll thank me for it.(wakakakakakakakakakakakakaka.....muahahahahahahahahahaaha.....
buahahahahahahahaaha)

Win Shen,

Although i'm not close to you, but i wanna tell you,you were a great fren to be with. Aw...i'm gonna miss you cuteness, although you're irritating at times...xD remember to stay in touch with us ya...

Lucas,
Study hard ya...and don't always get bullied la...defend yourself a bit and maybe talk a little more to people, okay?

Alwin,

Don't so lazy edi la...do your homework okay?hehe study hard for PMR and score straight A's o...

AND, DON'T YOU DARE BULLY OUR JOANNE...if not...

wakakaaka...to be continued.

Cin Ling,

Don't be so isolated la...mix more with other people.And, TIE YOUR HAIR HIGH UP! You look so much better...i'll LOOK for you and help you tie you hair if you dont...hehe.

Viicky,

Aw...another one i'm gonna miss loads...i miss your crazyness too! hehe...anyways, study hard o...hope you'll get straight A's!

Xuan,

I ♥ you Four!!!! I love the days when we stick together always... And I LOVE YOUR PHOTOGRAPHY SKILLS!!! they are so freaky GOOD!!! I think i should find you out one day and learn from you. A! remember to always keep your table clean orh...now nobody will clean for you liao le...^^ study hard and all de best for your exams! stay in touch always ya...and TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF..don't fall sick so often o..

Woon Soon, Fook Hong, An Lloyd,

Don't play around so much and study hard! All the best!

Darren,

Stop calling me 'Ah Yi' la... but once in a while can la..

Work Hard o...I know you can do it!

Shaun,

Don't ignore me o... I hope you'll be happie always and thanks for taking so effort in taking care of xuan o...><>

Quee Nie,

I ♥ you Five!!!!! Thank you for being such a GREAT FRIEND! I'm gonna miss your crazyness, your highness and everything you have! Remember to keep in touch o... Good Luck in your exams and be in good health. May God bless you and your family.(see? i made yours purple!)

Yen,

I ♥ you Six!!!!!! Thank you for always being there. You're the best friend i've ever have. ( I can't elaborate more or i'll never stop.)

Yin Ling,

I ♥ you Seventh!!!!!!! I'm so gonna miss you!!!!!!! Remember to study hard o...and never give up on trying! Good Luck and don't forget i'll always be here for you ya...

*phew* I'm Done!hehe... I ♥ everyone and i ♥ my class. It'll always be part of my memories and i'll never forget everything that has happened during this period of time.

Finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and apologies

2009-11-27T16:24:00.005+08:00

Finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay, sorry...but i can't keep this anymore....IT'S END OF EXAMINATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!weehoo....yeehaaa...

*sorry sorry okay okay...i'll try to keep my happiness...xP*

i know, it's long since i blogged...well, the reason is i've too many things to do,oh well, i was lazy that's why everything was piled up and i TRY NOT to touch the comp cause i can resist to boil youtube that'll make me a horrible student cause i didn't finish doing my work.

This pic is kinda true cause my books are REALLY that THICK.

and, they're damn HEAVY.

um, life's okay in RIS but i think i'm wearing out.... it's not the amount of homework you see, it's the hardness of the homework....argh! i'm always stressed out because of this and hence, i became lazy to do my homework. Well, i supposed that's my attitude problem though... i'm a VERY LAZY person. I know that fact but it's just, sometimes, it's just too tired to live in the reality.um...my first term examinations just finished yesterday and i got to know some of my results already. They were very sucky, seriously. I can tell because the exams were so freaky hard and i didn't study at all. That's why, but at least i didn't fail. *phew*

Oh, even though he doesn't get to see this but i really wanna say : "I'm Sorry." to my history teacher, Mr. Salleh. I can see the disappointment in him because i actually left the history paper 2 section B which earns 30 marks blank. Not exactly blank but we were supposed to write an essay which must be at least one page full, and i only managed to write a few lines of it. I don't even dare to look at his face now, seriously... and he doesn't smile to me like he always does. It's like everytime he sees me, it reminds him of the exam papers and my results...*exhales deeply*

I don't know what was wrong with me but i just didn't study and my mand just went "BLANK" when i wanted to start writing something. It was always like that when it comes to exam. My mum said maybe i have EXAM PHOBIA. I don't even know whether it exists.

"I'm really very very sorry, Mr. Salleh. I know i disappointed you. I know i presentation was different from what i was in class. I'm so so so sorry. If I could make it to the next term, i'll definitely study very very hard and I'M GONNA STUDY HISTORY THIS HOLIDAYS. I promise i won't disappoint you anymore and i'll score for history."

I think i'm gonna make a sorry card for him too!I'll see what i can do...actually, i not only disapointted him but also many other teachers but i felt very very sorry especially to this teacher.

I could tell you (readers) so far, i din fail any subjects, yet. I think next week will be an emotional week cause i think we'll get to know our results....but what can we do? All we could do is learn from our mistakes and look forward.

To all the teachers who taught me,
I'm sorry if i've disappointed you but i can promise you i'll work very very hard if i managed to enter the next term. I'm really really sorry.

*phew* I feel better now... huh, okay enough of this...i'm gonna post another post.^^

Dedication for dear Mocha~

2009-09-13T16:56:00.010+08:00

"Whita Mocha"orange blossom mousse, araguani chocolate cream,

especially for you ♥

Mocha-Orange Cheesecake for you and your loved ones ♥

A Sweet Abundance - Orange Mocha Cake ♥

A Cup of Love - Orange-Scented Mocha ♥
Now, Enjoy your Chocolates Before your Sweeties ♥
Character Introduction :

I bet you know who this is right???
And here comes the small character...xD

Now, here comes the story...

"Once upon a time, there lived a very beautiful princess who lives in a far far away castle..."

I would never start the story like that... so,

Here it goes...

You, yes You(Mocha) are a very ordinary girl, but you had a charming smile =)

But what captured them was your beautiful heart.
So, in order to capture your heart, they decided to have a competiton.(hehehe....xP)

They decided to meet up in a coffee shop with you.

This was what it looked like...
And the name of the coffee shop was "Caffe Italiano"

And you were waiting for the two of them exactly at this seat here...

Rynn was preparing himself at home.(o.O hot...)

( Sorry for the blur picture...i couldn't find another one...)

While... Martin was practising his guitar...

Later, it was show time! Martin started first....

He presented a guitar performance.

Then, it was Rynn's turn. He also presented a guitar performance but he sang a song he wrote especially for you.

The song, the rhythm, the words...

His eyes, his voice, his tenderness....

He captured your heart.

The guy finally gets the girl and goes for a date.

What was left with Martin was only the memory when he met you in the coffee shop.

Rynn picked Mocha up with his bike....

And he brought her to a place called...
And he performed his skills of course....

Together, they made The Last Cup

and they named it "Only Love"

He knew she loved drinking Mocha, so he made her a cup.

While he enjoyed his cup of Espresso.

The Sweet LoveBirds also enjoyed a plate of....

Together.

♥ The Cup Of Love that brought them together. ♥

So, how did it go? Cute?=) hope you liked it...

Okay, so here's what i wanted to say...

Dear Mocha ♥ ,

You were like the scent of fragrance in the air,

You were like the tree always standing by,

You were like the wind bringing all the worries away,

You were like the sun always cheering me up,

You were like the rain flowing down when i most needed you,

You were like the rainbow giving me hope,

You were like the bridge to happiness.

You were like a mom always worrying about me,

You were like a sister always sharing the best things with me,

You were like the best friend...

That i would never forget.

"Thank You."

Honestly, you were quite similar to me. Do you know that?

You were actually a mirror reflecting myself.

I have the same problems with you too...

I have very low self-esteem,

I feel i'm fat too,

I feel that it is impossible do some things most of the times too,

I never have the confidence to try out new things, to perform, to say or even to do some things that i liked too.

I see that it you, but i can tell you that we can't stay like this forever.

Trust in yourself, try out new things, do things you never did before, say things that you daren't say before, prove to them that you can do it too.

I believe that everyone has their own beauty,

and i'll be waiting to see yours.

like what you said in your blog :

"A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself."

Don't worry, I'll be working as hard as i know you would.

Don't make yourself live a life full of regrets.

Have more confidence in yourself, i know you can do it.

Let's work hard for our self confidence together, okay?

-I'll miss you no matter what ♥ -

I ♥ you. =)

Special dedication for Yinnie~

2009-09-12T15:39:00.009+08:00

Dear Yinnie ♥,

Who was complaining about a dedication...xP Now, Here's your dedication.

Enjoy Your Chocolated before you get your Sweeties ♥

Here's the intro for our character here:

"Ring, Ring!" He picks up his phones and he answers it.

It from from his darling, Yinnie ♥

It seems to be emergency....

Then, he rushes to school to look for her... and saw Kira's friends bullying her. So, he....

decided to spoil the guy's phone...

and he threw the others into....

the sea....

Then, he watches the tv and sees Kira.

He meets up with Kira to talk about the incident and decides to play chess with him in order to get his friends away from his darling.

He won of course. After that, he went home and baked a strawberry cake for his darling ♥ .
And he arranged a table of food.
See? he's even stacking up the marshmellows for her.
and he's now placing the food in a stick.

Then, while he was waiting, he decided to have a bar of chocolate and a stick of lollipop.

But, she didn't appear. So, he decided to wait for her outside her house. Of course, she returned and gave him a hug immediately. Then she brought him up to her house...xD

He had his bath...
And he recalled everything he did for her today.

But Yinnie's little L has been too tired today that he slept when he was enjoying his sweeties.

But our Yinnie's a great girlfriend so she carried him back to her bedroom to rest.

See? he's SSSOOOOO CCCCUUUUTTTEEE even when he's sleeping.

The next morning, he wakes up.

After that, he brushes his teeth and cooks breakfast for Yinnie ♥ .
Then, he goes to work. He's a model btw...

After work, he brings his two kids with Yinnie to the beach.
Look! He's enjoying himself with his two kids!

-The End-

Like it?xD the story's a little lame, i know that.

But i'm happy there's someone to look after you.

so, here's what i wanna say.

Thank you for being such a great friend.

Thank you for being such an angel to me.

Thank you for being there for me all along.

Thank you for being so honest with me.

Thank you for being so true with me.

Thank you for giving me the memories i never had.

Thank you for giving me the memories i would recall forever.

Thank you for giving me the memories only we could share together.

Thank you for giving me the memories that would live in our hearts forever.

Thank you for the happiness we shared together.

Thank you for the laughter we shared together.

Thank you for the times we shared together.

Thank you for being the Autumn in my heart.

Thank you,

is such a simple word,

yet it could be so meaningful,

that it touches people's heart,

and i would like say to my precious you:

"Thank You."

Thank you that you were willing to listen.

Thank you that you were willing to change.

Thank you that you were willing to stay.

Thank you that you were willing to be always there.

-I ♥ You too-

Study hard and try your best in everything you do. Don't give up easily, I know you can do it.

I'll always be there for you too. And, i'll look for you everyday afterschool after sending yen to the bus stop. Remember to come down from the road ya, i'll be waiting for you there.

-Loads of ♥ for you-

Dedicated especially for Demon~

2009-09-11T21:05:00.005+08:00

Dear Demon~,

I missed you too.Thanks that you've finally expressed what i've never heard but longed to hear what you wanted say about me.... i ♥ you.(don't get jealous, demon's dear)though it's maybe gonna be impossible for him to read my blog.

Okay...so it's gonna be very very long(you can skip this if you want).

Just Some Chocolates for you before you get your Sweeties ♥

Destiny tied a knot for us. Fate brought us together.

We've met each other since 4.

We've became friends since 6.

We've became good friends since 9.

We've became best friends since 10.

We've became best best friends since 11.

We've became super best friends since 12.

We've became super duper best friends since 13.

We've became super-duper-hyper-like chewing gum-sticking together Best Friends when we're 14.

I'll never forget the day you said hi to me.
I'll never forget the day you made friends with me.

I'll never forget the day you helped me.

I'll never forget the day you entered into my heart.
I'll never forget the day you put a lock in my heart.

I'll never forget the day you threw the key to my heart away.

I'll never forget the day you took my heart away.

I'll never forget the day I only wanted You to be in my heart.
I'll never forget the day when your smile melts my heart.

I'll never forget the day when your hand held me from falling.
I'll never forget the day when your eyes made my heart warm once again.

I'll never forget the day when your hugs and kisses gave me the strength to move on.

I'll never forget the day when your words gave me faith, hope, and courage.

You're like an Angel In Disguise.

You're like an angel bringing people to paradise.

You're like an angel bringing all the laughter and happiness from paradise.

You're like a memory that lives in people's heart forever.

You're like a chain that locks people in your heart.

You're like a messenger from paradise.

You're like a rose full of thorns yet so charming capturing everyone's heart.

YOU ARE AN ANGEL STANDING BY ME.

I was actually glad that we didn't know that Thursday was our last day together because then we'll not be thinking that i'm changing and try to make the day different. I like it when it is the most natural you. Do you know that? You're the only one whom i could really take the veil before me away. I guess that's why you were the only one who managed to capture my heart. Remember the quote i put on the top right part of my blog?

" Friends are angels who lift us when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

Trust me. Our memories together would keep us moving on.Plus--i'll be waiting for you everyday afterschool at the stairs....okay? make sure your dear doesn't get irritated when i walk you down to the bus.=P

All the best!I know you'll always be in my ♥

-i ♥ you -<< This is dedicated to you.You got my message?

New place, new environment,new start

2009-09-11T17:40:00.002+08:00

Sorry... couldn't get time to blog...

First of all, i'm officially studying in the R.E.A.L International School starting from today.That's why you didn't see me appearing in class today.

The school was okay... but the class was freaky COLD....i was frozen till i couldn't even move my leg....well, but considering that the class only had 4 people, air-cond you're forgiven...

If you just wanted to know, i've chose to study ARTS, HISTORY, GEOGRAPHY, LITERATURE, BUSNIESS STUDIES, AND COMBINED SCIENCE. As you gals my know, i'm not the science type...that'a why i didn't choose pure science.But the sad thing,or rather lucky thing....i was the only one who chose this group of studies, so that meant i was ALONE. The other three boys in my class are in the science stream.... haih...but i was lucky because the teaching would be one-on-one....(i was not that happy actually cause i couldn't even yawn properly when the teacher was only teaching me!=P).

First day of school was actually quite a blur picture cause i didn't know what to do and where to go... but i went through the day anyway...it's been weird for me because i don't see the familiar faces around me anymore... i don't even know the two classmates name...btw, they're korean humans...the other guy was my friend since 4... so there wasn't a problem communicating with him...

Oh ya, we are learning photoshop for ICT. We had to watch video that was like SSSSSOOOOOO LLLLOOOONNNNGGGGG that i almost fell asleep...Zzzzz....

Maths was HORRIBLE for me... i don't even understand what i was reading!Huh...i was so scared when the teacher asked me to pass my book up for him to mark... but he was friendly... so it was ok...

I guess that's all for my------------- First Day of School.

--I said 'GOODBYE'!i think only demon~ would understand this--

Randomness

2009-09-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

It's currently 11.36 pm and i'm sitting right in front of the laptop wondering what i should talk about in this post....

Do you know it's Sunday today?Do you know what does it means that today is Sunday?(english class students will understand this...)

Okay, sorry for being out-of-my-mind just now...my mind must have been wandering around...

Let's see...

I woke up at 8.31am today, but my considerate dad woke me up at 8.11am to bring me out for breakfast that i finally manage to shoo him away from my sleep and continued to sleep until the time stated just now...

Then i actually made a cup of Vico 3 in 1(vico+soya+oats) that i didn't managed to finish as the car who came to fetch me for church arrived at my house, so i just dump the cup of drink in the fridge....um...then i went to church?okay, this is getting lamer and lamer....

-skip,skip,skip-

When i came home, i turned on the laptop and and....oh!i watched some videos and...went to sleep until...5,6? THEN, my mum and my sis who came from a far away palace(philippines)reached home and we went out for dinner!

After that, we came home and i watched the tv and went for a shower and NOW, i'm sitting in front of the laptop typing this....hey, i came to the same conclusion!

-wow, i can't believe that i typed this and posted it....-

Did you notice something?I didn't do my homework for the whole day!(okay, i think there's a serious problem with me) Maybe i need get some sleep....

Goodnight!muackx~

Changes

2009-09-05T20:46:00.000+08:00

A new day, a new beginning... yup! i know...it's a long time since i've ever touch my blog....well, maybe i'm de blogging type,or maybe i'm just not used to sharing my feelings so publicly?
Btw, it's gonna be quite a long post without pictures... so you may click away if you like...=D

Pic of the day:

My dear friend, Yin Ling....i fell in love with it de first moment i saw it...

okay, back to what i wanted to say.... there is gonna be some changes in my life...

Firstly, i should be changing to the new R.E.A.L International School....

Secondly, i won't get to see my friends so frequently anymore...

Thirdly, i would be making new friends!not that i'm de friendly type anyway...xD

and....to make somethings clear...i've actually take the entrance exam for year 10 before this,and...surprisingly i didn't manage to get in....so, ms.olive told me to take the test for year 9...not tad i think i'm smart but i thought i did okay to pass.... anyways...i'll still have to study a bit for de test....

and honestly...i'm quite excited that i'm changing actually...but, i can't help to be sad seeing my friends so sad about me changing school...i mean, we're still in the same schooling area, just different place, i would say....

Am i being too selfish for them to be happy for me?I know they miss me and i'll miss them too...but i would really like to change and experience another type of schooling environment...and why reject when i could have better education?You may not agree to this but who knows maybe i could do better there?huh....this feeling is confusing...

I don't know what am i supposed to do to comfort their hearts....

I don't know how should i tell them when i'm changing....

I don't know how to tell them that i liked the change too....

I don't know how to tell them that i hope i could get in too....

But,

I don't know when i'll see them again....

I don't know when i'll talk to them again....

I don't know when to say goodbye....

I don't know how to tell them that i'll miss them a lot too....

I don't know how to say "I'm sorry..."

All i could do was to spend more of my time with them, capturing their smiles and laughter, remembering their sweet voice, the interest that i shared with them....

Am i being too sentimental?well... maybe that was what i'm made of...?

TaG by Ven ♥

2009-07-10T15:06:00.000+08:00

well...sorry i hadn't update for such a LONGx10 TIME....

didn't know exactly what was the reason...

maybe because i was just too lazy???

okay...i'll cut the crap... so, updating's FIRST MISSION:

DOING VEN'S TAG

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1.Last beverage: water

2.Last phone call: my mum

3.Last text message: cikgu liza(my class teacher)

4. Last song you listened to: some song sang by SPIRITUALISED from my bro's laptop

5. Last time you cried: um...last night when i dipped some EYE MO???

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: nope

7. Been cheated on: i never had someone to be cheated on...

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: didnt have chance to?

9. Lost someone special: Yes..

10. Been depressed: Of Course..[who hasn't?]-just like her answer...

11. Been drunk and threw up: No,i don't drink

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. White

13. Black

14. All dull and bright colours

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend: Yup

16. Fallen out of love: Nope

17. Laughed until you cried: Yup

18. Met someone who changed you: Not really...

19. Found out who your true friends were: I knew who they were from the begining...^^

20. Found out someone was talking about you: Not really

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nope

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: ALL

23. How many kids do you want?: 2,3?

24. Do you have any pets: DEFINITELY NOT...i'm allergic to pets..to be exact..i have athsma...

but i DO like having a pet like rabbits, hamster or maybe small little puppies...

25. Do you want to change your name: Nope.I ♥ my name.

26. What did you do for your last birthday: celebrated at home where my mum bought a tub of ice cream...o and two cupcakes...

27. What time did you wake up today: 10.30am?

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: slacking around the living room?

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: my allergies and scars to recover??sounds impossible though...

30. Last time you saw your Mother: an hour+40 mintues ago?

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my health condition?

32. What are you listening to right now: korean songs...

33. Have you ever talked to a person named DEMON?: YES,definitely =)

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: my itchy skin...

35. Most visited webpage: youtube?

36. Whats your real name: Yun Yi ♥

37.Nicknames: yoyo, yy...

38. Relationship Status: Single

39. Zodiac sign: Tauras

40. Male or female?: female

41. Primary School?: Sekolah Seri Suria

42. Secondary School?: Sekolah Seri Suria too! i lub my school!

43. High school/college?: I don't have one in my mind actually...

44. Hair colour: Black

45. Long or short: Short

46. Height:150?151? okay, i know i'm short...how i wish i could grow taller...

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Currently yes...xD but don't come asking me ya...

48: What do you like about yourself?: No idea.i don't really see what's inside me yet...

49. Piercings: Nope

50. Tattoos: Not planning to

51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery: i don't know.but i had a minor surgery this year

53. First piercing: Nope

54. First best friend: Nisha?Pang Yun Key?

55. First sport you joined: netball

56. First vacation: i didn't get to travel OVER THE SEA yet...is inside the country counted? i don't remember though...have to ask my mum

58. First pair of trainers: Nope.

59. Eating: everything?

60. Drinking: tea

61. I'm about to: publish this post when i'm done?

62.Listening to: songs

63. Waiting on: the time to pass slower?

YOUR FUTURE

64. Want kids?: I do.

65. Get Married?: Yup

66. Career?: it depends.

WHICH IS BETTER :

can i choose both for all?

67. Lips or eyes: lips?

68. Hugs or kisses: kisses?

69. Shorter or taller: taller

70. Older or Younger: older

71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic and spontaneous?

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: arms and stomach?

73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationships

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger? : nope

77. Drank hard liquor: nope

78. Lost glasses/contact: nope i don't wear glasses. i'm 50/50 xP

79. Sex on first date: nope

80. Broken someones heart: i don't think so.

82. Been arrested: nope

83. Turned someone down: i didn't had someone to turn down.TT

84. Cried when someone died: yes

85. Fallen for a friend?: a guy friend?yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: not really.i have very low self esteem.

87. Miracles: yup

88. Love at first sight: yup

89. Heaven: yup

90. Santa Claus: no

91. Kiss on the first date: it depends

92. Angels: yup

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope, i didn't had a chance to..xP

95. Did you sing today?: currently...

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Nope

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: when i was four?

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? : can i choose more then A DAY? i would relive the DAYS AFTER UPSR...love those days..

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes i am at this age.not gonna when i'm older.

I tag:

I CAN choose NOT to TAG ANYONE right?^^

SONGS OF THE WEEKS

2009-05-24T00:46:00.000+08:00

sorry guys and gals, there, wad i promised to post~
five songs in total including this week ...sorry i hear more chinese songs compared to english songs actually...

張靚穎 - 我走以後

每晚的夢都會重覆
重覆一段路
我們曾走的好辛苦
你感謝我付出更感謝我退出
說她更需要照顧

聽說你比從前幸福
我只有滿足
還能有怎樣的企圖
當初你的迷了路
選擇我的腳步
是不是有些唐突

喧鬧的人群中
陌生的面孔匆匆略過
感覺每張臉都是你的輪廓
黎明破曉後
多想再一次親吻你劉海遮住的額頭安慰我

我走以後
你現在的生活
會不會也偶爾想起我
那所謂的以後還是朋友如何去做
你曾經說我走以後
希望還有聯絡
能夠聆聽彼此的苦樂
說實在的
我已不能理智對待了

慢慢學會了沉默
想把你影子擺脫
或許就不難過
夜晚沒了你在我身邊擁抱著習慣了

張靚穎-我們說好的

好嗎一句話就哽住了喉
城市當背景的海市蜃樓
我們像分隔成一整個宇宙
再見都化作烏有
我們說好決不放開相互牽的手
可現實說過有愛還不夠
走到分岔的路口
你向左我向右
我們都倔強地不曾回頭
我們說好就算分開一樣做朋友
時間說我們從此不可能再問候
人群中再次邂逅
你變得那麼瘦
我還是淪陷在你的眼眸

yiya yiya~~~
我們說好一起老去看細水常流
卻將會成為別人的某某
又到分岔的路口
你向左我向右
我們都強忍著不曾回頭
我們說好下個永恒裏面再碰頭
愛情會活在當時光節節敗退後
下一次如果邂逅
你別再那麼瘦
我想一直淪陷在你的眼眸
這是無可救藥愛情的荒謬

藍又時-忘

從希望到絕望盼望到失望
我想從此忘了你
但忘不了該怎麽辦
夢想狂想妄想到别想
你的愛情總是這樣
爲什麽要逼人期盼
你說好的總會做到
你所說的我都說好
是什麽讓你失了礁忘了自己怎麽生長
要我忘你要先忘了自己等我灑滿眼淚再忘記
我發現眼淚流盡只是忘了自己
我不傷心我不想起不想愛你不能愛你

要我忘你要先忘了自己
等我灑滿眼淚再忘記
我發現眼淚流盡只是忘了自己我不傷心我不想起不想愛你

Janice Wei Lan- My Eyes Don't Lie

If rose is green and grass is red,
Will you remember what i said,
Baby don't forget,
before you regret,
Stuck in my mind,
A needle through my head,
The light you shine into the night,
You take away my fright,
And for every time i see you i try,
What i try to say is stay with me tonight,
For what i really feel inside,My eyes won't let me hide,
Every time i see you they start to cry,
Cause this time,
my love,
it could mean goodbye,
Don't say goodnight...

紀佳松+ 潘瑋柏- 同一個遺憾

剩下我們坐在岸邊
看著她越走越遠
白色星星迎著海面沙灘好遠
而他的心去了哪裡我們都無能為力
是誰的手能牽他回來
DOES SHE KNOW? DON’T THINK SO
愛上了同一個遺憾恍然明白那時候為何要對彼此為難
TELL ME SHE KNOWS I DON’T THINK SO
我們都不屬於她的愛不能重來的傷害我們都學會了釋懷

兩個朋友一個最愛不可能有的未來
只是結局卻讓我們如此意外 YEAH~
她的決定終於坦白開了玩笑的安排怪誰的錯我們都失敗
DOES SHE KNOW? DON’T THINK SO
愛上了同一個遺憾恍然明白那時候為何要對彼此為難
TELL ME SHE KNOWS I DON’T THINK SO
我們都不屬於她的愛不能重來的傷害而我們學會了釋懷

DOES SHE KNOW? DON’T THINK SO
愛上了同一個遺憾恍然明白那時候為何要對彼此為難
TELL ME SHE KNOWS CAUSE I DON’T THINK SO
我們都不屬於她的愛不能重來的傷害而我們學會了釋懷

try hearing de songs...they're awesome!

Happy BURFDAYS!!!!

2009-05-24T00:34:00.000+08:00

whoops~forget about it when posting~

HAPPY BURFDAY WEY YII!!!!!!!! her burfday's on 21st of may

o ya...HAPPIE BURFDAY SIAN FEII!!!!!!!!her burfday's on 14th of may

and one more...HAPPIE BURFDAY KAH POH(TIRAMISU) his burfday's on 23rd of may

hehe~

i'm happpie nowadays~

so many burfdays coming on...

well, i've done a speech on friday.

it was lousy i would say....i didn't prepare and i was nervous....i actually talked about ASTHMA...

ms cecilia asked me to join another one next wednesday too~

not exactly asking....she was actually informing me tad she's writing my name...

phmph.... sad case...BUT...i just remembered....I'M GOING TO DE HOSPITAL!!!!yea!!!!i'm freeeee....

well...i'm actually going on next tuesday and wednesday

guess i going to miss school for TWO days....and de next day is SPORTS DAY....so tad makes it THREE!

o ya...for sports days...i'm actually joining de 200 m run,4x100m and lontar peluru,is it shot cut they call it?i'm not sure....huh~i dun think i can run for 200 actually cause i don't think i have de stamina....but why not give it a try?but i'm actually afraid at de same time....but THAT'S LIFE...

you have to go through ups and downs rite?so, I'M GONNA DO IT! I'M GONNA RUN! I'M GONNA TRY MY BEST RUNNING TO THE END! wish me luck!

My Presents!

2009-05-21T19:21:00.001+08:00

Happie burfday to mi,

happie burfday to mi,

HAPPIE BURFDAY TO ME~

HAPPIE BURFDAY TO MI.....

hahaha~hehehe~hihihi~hohohoho~

(okay...tad's not me...my imaginary fren said tad...)

now,Let MI PRESENT my PRESENTS!!!!!

details : my burfday is actually on the 9th of MAY...

firstly, my present from DEMON~

Aw...wad a cute bag right?some of you gals must have seen it if you had read her bloggie~

there,here's the card...

the pic look blur...let me tell you wad it's says then,
"liang yun yi :
sheng ri quai le,bao bei.
wo ai ni <33

P.S ai si ni le ( :"

tad's wad she wrote...i translated it to pinyin mode....

TA-DA!she gave me a BREAD!!!!i bet you can read wad is written rite??it smells gud and soft and de same time....i was hungry when opened de present...wanted to give it a bite actually...
okay...it's soemthing to squeeze on when you're stressed...o you can also used it for the mouse thingy...you noe, so tad your hand doesn't get pain or tired...

there, the "BREAD" says "HI"

it's tired now...

Secondly, present from MOCHA

de plastic bag...it's from HELLO PLANET!

her gift... it's a keychain for handphones...cute!too bad~i'm not a fan of milk....xD

Next up! present from BOON

de plastic bag...it's from MOR GIRL!

the gift!it's wrapped in de plastic bag...

it's a soft-toy PUPPY...it's BEANIE TOO~

WELCOME TO MY FAMILY!!!!

NEXT one....gift from soo kee, yin ling, and quee nie...
it's in a teddy bear box...

"GRRRR" Caution...it bites.xD just like my grumpy toast...

hmph....i wonder wad's inside??????

TA-DA!!!! LOLLIS!!!!AW....you guys are SO HOT!!!!see?they're blushing!!!xD
LASTLY, A group picture! say CHEESE!!!!

My Artworks!

2009-05-17T01:29:00.001+08:00

Sorry gals... i just said i wanted to proceed with my updates... so..here's one of them...my ARTWORKS!!!! well, i've been taking up art class lately...so this are my accomplishments...hehe..not exactly accomplishments but what i've done during the art classes...

My First Piece

My second piece

My third piece

My fourth piece

My fifth piece

My sixth piece
My seventh piece

My eighth piece
My ninth piece
My tenth piece
My eleventh piece

My twelveth piece

There...these are so far my artpieces...there are still some new ones....but i hadn't take pics of them yet...if i'm hardworking...i should upload one piece every week actually...hehe... but,nevermind...o ya... and de song of the week thing...i guess i missed it for a month or maybe more...hmph....guess i've have to post them up as soon as possible...wait up ya!

I'm BacK!!!!!

2009-05-15T20:06:00.000+08:00

I'm back!.....i noe i noe...it's been a LONG time again since i blogged....

okay...let's see...um...my homeworks...

tags...okay....let's finish them up...

1st- Tag by demon~

1. The person who tagged you

Demon~

2. Your relationship with him/her is

Best friends.

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her

insane.love hotties.smart.sweet.talented

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you

wow...hard question...i don't so she did...did she?xD(no offense yen)um...i can't recall at de moment...i'll definitely post it up when i remember one of them...xD

i had no idea where did no 5 went too....

6. If he/she become your lover you will

grill myself,add mayonaise,lettuce,tomato,black pepper and frens...mi no lesbian....><

7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be

grow taller?xD sorry yen~

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will

cry till death...

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be

i killed someone she loved?

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now

make her happie~^^

11. Your overall impression of him/her is

Sweet and smart.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?

um...i don't know...haven thought of this before...

13. The characters you love of yourself are

kind?no idea....

14.On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself

undecisive.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is

someone who's able to sit on the left and the right of the lord.

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them.

I love you guys and thanks for everything...wow...i said de same thing with demon~^^

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.

um...don't think so i'm tagging anyone...it must have been popular edi...

well...i guess i'll have to skip de questions after dis since i'm not tagging...=)

2nd tag-by demon~

Tag 10 people

just for the sake of answering the questions...not tagging...you gals don't have to do...

1. vann

2. steph

3.adelyne

4. vienna
5. becky

6. may yie

7. joanna

8. phoebe

9. sis

10. bro

Why you tagged him/her as number one?

vann?um...cause she tagged me with something which i can't find...xD

Have you met number 2 before?

definitely.

What will you talk when you meet number 3?
yo~long time no see....???

What is the relationship of number 4 & 5?

frens in school.

What is number 6 favourite singer?

Not sure.

What is number 7 favourite TV Show?

um...not so sure...

Do you talk with number 8?

sure!

How does number 9 look like?

one word: chubby!

Who is number 10's lover?

um...no idea...have to ask him...

Which numbers are couples?

not one of them...

DONE!!!!~

now i may proceed with my updates!

My Favourite Show at the moment~

2009-03-17T15:53:00.001+08:00

THERE(seems to be a word i always use nowadays)
Let me present you...

Title: 心星的淚光 / Xin Xing De Lei Guang
English title: Starlit
Also known as: 恆星上的雙鋼琴 (Heng Xing Shang De Shuang Gang Qin)
Genre: Romance
Episodes: 22

The Sypnosis Of the Story :

Cheng Yue (Jerry Yan) and Rui Shan (Alice Ceng) are pianist and cellist. They are the most high-profile golden couple in the music industry. One day, Cheng Yue tried to save Xiao Lu (Terri Kwan) from car accident. But unfortunately he break his arm and can't play piano. Devastated Cheng Yue give up music and chose to travel. 2 years later, Cheng Yue arrives in Shanghai, and meet Xiao Lu (Terri Kwan). The 2 become colleagues, and due to work interactions, they gradually establish a friendship. At this time, Rui Shan finally tracks down Cheng Yue. She tries her hardest to get Cheng Yue to return to the music world. However, Xiao Lu encourages him to face life with a postive attitude, and Cheng Yue realises that he is impacted by Xiao Lu’s kidness and enthusiasm. From being a person who has hit rock-bottom, wallowing in self-pity, he has re-ignited the passion in life.
Cheng Yue falls in love with Xiao Lu, but he is rejected by her, why? Is their love fated to be a tragedy? Although they are not blessed, although they do not have a future, Cheng Yue still bravely loves Xiao Lu...

Meet the Casts :

Jerry Yan as Cheng Yue 程岳
Terri Kwan as Dong Xiao Lu 董小鹿
Alice Ceng as Yan Lu Shan 顏睿珊
Chen Zhi Kai as Li Shi Chuan 李世傳
Zhang Xi Xi (章西西) as Da Hong 達虹
Ding Hao (丁浩) as Tan Yi Xin 譚一新
Zhao Shun as Dong Da Shen 董大森
Liu Rui Qi (劉瑞琪) as Cai Li Feng 蔡麗鳳 (Cheng's mother)

And some nice pics for you to enjoy...

Hope you'll enjoy..Trust me..you'll love this show...

Song Of the Week~

2009-03-17T15:41:00.000+08:00

There...The Song of the Week is...

慶幸有妳愛我-蔡淳佳

失去和擁有剎那的感動
人生有時候像一場夢
醒著的時後睜開了雙眸
不如意的很多
朋友和情人來的來走的走
反反覆覆尋尋覓覓為了什麼
要多少時間才能夠了解
其實有你就足夠

握著你的手走過快樂和難過
黑夜白晝我們都曾經擁有
人生是沒有定律的一種節奏
不如用心去感受

快樂的一刻勝過永恆的難過
黑夜過後就有日出和日落
兩個人走不會寂寞
每一刻都會珍惜都會把握
慶幸有你愛我

失去和擁有淚水和笑容
人生有時候像一場夢
累了的時候閉上的雙眸
誰在回憶上游

多少的朋友來的來走的走
聚散從來都不給任何的理由
轉過身以後才忽然感受
你一直都在背後

握著你的手走過快樂和難過
黑夜白晝每個人都會擁有
人生是沒有定律的一種節奏
不如用心去感受

快樂的一刻勝過永恆的難過
黑夜過後就有日出和日落
兩個人走不會寂寞
每一刻都會珍惜都會把握
慶幸有你愛我

握著你的手走過快樂和難過
黑夜白晝每個人都會擁有
人生是沒有定律的一種節奏
不必在乎的太多

快樂的一刻勝過永恆的難過
黑夜過後就有日出和日落
只要和你一起渡過
人生沒幾人懂我懂得把握
慶幸有你愛我

You can try listening to it actually...

it's wonderful..

check it out and tell me your comments about it...^^

12th March 09~

2009-03-17T14:36:00.000+08:00

okay...dis will be another long post...
12th March 09,
today,our school had a 'NO APOLOGIES' workshop.
We all paid RM 10 for it..

dis was de workbook they gave us actually...yes...they taught us about life,love + sex.tad was all about it...they taught us about...um...i think is practice abstinence and don't practice casual sex.
Prevent yourself from STD(sexually transmitted disease) or pregnancy. And this...

was de pledge card they gave us..

and...this was what it was written inside...i've actually signed it but dis three pictures was from Demon's page...so it's not signed cause she din sign it...

Credits: Demon(for de pictures)

and de next thing is TGI Friday's!!! i actually went for dinner at TGI Friday's with my mum and sis in Subang Parade.

and de meal was super-hyper-mouth watering-delicious!but however something happened...

dis was wad we had ordered.

and take a look closely... ADD RM 6 FOR 2 CHOICES OF DESSERT MINIS

my sis ordered dis...FRIED MAC & CHEESE

and dis...for her meal...we're actually sharing all of our food...well..i actually ordered Fish and Chips but i couldn't look for de picture and i can't be patient to wait for my sister upload de pictures from her phone...so i just find de pictures online...hope you gals don't mind...

and dis!was de desserts... we ordeered de oreo and snickers one.. de oreo is de first one on your left and de snickers one is de fourth one from de left...it was GREAT! and den...here de story goes...

when de bill came...we checked de bill and saw de price for de desserts were RM 7.80...and we were like huh?why is it RM 7.80 when de menu wrote RM 6 for de desserts in dis deal?so,we asked de waiter,my sis was de one who noticed it actually so i think i shud give de credit to her den she went to toilet,so she actually missed de whole conversation..wait let me continue...and he answered...let me write down roughly de conversation..

Mum : um...can i ask why is dis RM 7.80 when it is written RM 6 in the menu?

Waiter:O...er...because it's written RM 6 ++...

Mum:is it?let me check de menu..

so de waiter went off to take de menu..there he goes coming back with de menu and when he open de menu...there!aha!it's written RM 6!you can scroll up a little to see..den you know wad he said?he flipped a page in front of that page and said it was due to the 10% goverment tax...and we were like...huh?wad de heck is he babbling...you're charging 10% for de total bill and you're charging 10% for de desserts too?wad de...so lastly..my mum asked for de manager and he said if you dun wanna pay den we take it off for you...my mum was so irritated tad she raised her voice a little and said HOW IT"S NOT THE MATTER OF PAYING O NOT,IT'S THE MATTER OF CHARGE...my mum was so angry about them not wanting to admit their mistake and not even a SORRY...

okay...there...i've finished my whole long story...

well,on 13th March 09,my school actually had a mini fun fair...it was ok...but they only have had 1 game stall...2 to be exact...but it's de same game...the GHOST HOUSE...but it was ok oni...after tad...my frens and i went lepak-ing everywhere...tad's why i had ntg ot write...

OOOOOO.....one more thing...it was FLOODING outside our school...so,my frens were stuck in school till 9pm...cool rite?but i was actually immune to it as i always go bac late...tell you the truth..de view of d school during the nightime is beautiful...

DONE.

Updates...^^

2009-03-17T12:13:00.000+08:00

I'm back!...with my updates...^^
sorry tad i didn't post them up...dis may be a longer post tough...just
bear with me and read through k?
Let's start with 11th March 09...

Happie Burfday Yin!!!!

lub ya forever and remember...

we'll always be there for you...muackx~

there...dis are roughly de gift i gave her...forgot to take a pic of it....

see?i gave her a bouquet of LOLLI'S!!! of course not so big la...just roughly de pic of it...

and... because of HER FAVOURITE "L"...i gave her a DEATH NOTE pen...too bad...it

didn't look as nice as this...xD

another view of de pen...^^

den...on dis day,our school..SERI SURIA,decided to have a SURIAN CINEMA,

guess wad?they actually viewed 'IP MAN' for us...

it was actually quite enjoyable...but we actually needed to pay RM 15 for it...

have a look...it's de poster for 'IP MAN'

there he is...de 'IP MAN' acted by Donnie Yen...

de picture of his wife in de movie... and de small little kid there...is his kid in

the movie...cute rite?lub him...^^

another pic of his wife...

there he goes...dis is de picture of de japanese jeneral in de show...trust me...

HE"S A GUD GUY...his ASSISSTANT WAS DE BAD GUY...

FINALLY,guess who's this?de REAL IP MAN...unfortunately,he passed away...

den,we get to watched de second movie...'SHUTTER'...it's a horror movie...

i'm not a horror movie fan,so i didn't really watched just putting it up for a

review wad we watched...have a look at de sypnosis...it may be long but it's interesting...

In North America, after getting married, the photographer Benjamin Shaw and his wife Jane travel to Japan for a job opportunity with Ben's friends Bruno and Adam. While driving on a lonely road in Japan during the night, they have a car accident with Jane hitting a girl first and crashing a tree. When they awake, the police do not find any body and Ben believes that Jane imagined the situation. Later when Ben reveals his latest pictures, he finds some mysterious shadows, while the couple is systematically haunted by the ghost of the girl. Jane investigates and finds that the victim was Ben's former shy and weird girlfriend Megumi Tanaka, who worked as translator for Ben. Later Jane discloses deep and hidden secrets about the relationship of Megumi, Ben and his friends Bruno and Adam.

Jane..de wife...acted by Rachel Taylor

and ... Ben de husband,acted by Joshua Jackson

another pic of him...

FINALLY....the GHOST IN DE MOVIE... she's quite pretty actually..

acted by Megumi Okina..

OKAY!i'm done with 11th of March 09..de posts too long so i'm gonna do 12th of March 09 on de next post..k? Again i would like to wish YIN-HAPPIE BURFDAY!!!

Tags~(sob sob)

2009-03-14T19:22:00.000+08:00

100 truths.-tagged by Demon and Mocha

001. Real Name: Leong Yun Yi
002. Nickname(s): Yun
003. Age: 14
004. Horoscope : Tauras
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary: SSS
007. Middle School: SSS
008. High School: Still SSS
009. College School: Don't know yet.
010. Hair colour: Black
011. Long or Short: Short
012. Loud or Quiet: Um...I will be quiet when i'm in a place stranger-ish to mi...but normally i'm ok...
013. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Phone with a camera...xD
015. Health Freak: Nope....definitely not...i don't even know whether i'm healthy
016. Drink or Smoke: Can i don't choose?i don't like two of them....ok well...maybe i'll chooose drink...
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Yup.
018. Eat or Drink: It depends.
019. Piercings: Nope....not gonna.
020. Tattoos: Nope...not gonna too.
021. Social or Anti- Social : It depends.

Firsts
022. First piercing:Nope...haven't experienced it yet...
023. First relationship : Nope.
024. First Best Friend: Um...not very sure...maybe Nisha or Carmen Ng...
025. First Award: I don't remember!
026. First Kiss : Nope...I haven't decided to give it out yet...
027. First Pet: Rabbits... that's when i didn't know i had asthma and allergies...
028. First Big Vacation: Um....i don't think i have one...(sob sob)Is Singapore counted?
029. First Love at first sight : Nope.
030. First Big Birthday: I don't have have one...

Currently
049. Eating: Nothing....
050. Drinking: Nope...but I AM HAVING A GLASS OF WATER LEFT ON THE TABLE UNTOUCHED.
051. Excitement level : Low...cause i actually wanted to post pictures but the pictures didn't appear but instead codes...and i'm pissed off...cause i CAN'T BLOG
052. I'm about to: Answer the next question?
053. Listening to: 关颖- 光(awesome)
054. Plan for today: Watch shows after dis?
055. Waiting for: The blog to turn normal so tad i could post pictures!
056. Energy Level: Um...okay?my back's pain tough...
057. Thinking of someone: Sure.

Future
058. Want kids?: 2 to 3 maybe? I don't wanna die giving birth...
059. Want to get married?: Absolutely.
060. Careers in mind?: Not really.

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like
068. Lips or Eyes : Both!
069. Romantic or Funny?: Both!!
070. Shorter or Taller?: Tall enough for me to lean on his shoulders.
071. Protective or Caring?: Not over-protective.
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Both
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Both! Better yet, pecs and biceps!
074. Sensitive or Loud?: It depends.
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationships.
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: Trouble Maker sounds fun.
[ All these answers are same as Demon's/Choco's. ]

Have you ever
080. Lost glasses or contacts: Nope.I don't wear glasses...my eye sights are PERFECT 50:50..xD
081. Ran away from home: No! I love home.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: Never.
083. Killed somebody: Maybe?who knows maybe i might have killed someone in my sleep...
084. Broken someone's heart: I think so...
085. Been arrested: Never.
087. Cried when someone dead: A little maybe...

Do you believe in
089. Yourself: Nope...i have very low self-esteem...
090. Miracles: Yup.
091. Love at first sight: Maybe.
092. Heaven: Yep.
093. Santa Claus: No.
094. Tooth Fairy: No. This is crazier than santa.
095. Kiss in the first date : I don't mind actually.
(I only changed de first answer actually...the others are the same with Demon's)

Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: Yes. but but but... =]
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: Kind of. But i still hate some this and thats.
099. Do you believe in God?: Sure.I love God
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people

Tagging : Steph,Adelyne,Vienna,Rathina,Henna

This Was How i Studied....muahahahaha!

2009-03-06T17:45:00.000+08:00

There....this was how i study....
okay...i actually looked for comic strips to post up but there were just to small and if i pull out they turn blur...so...i actually wanted to say that....every week i will put up a Song Of The Week if i managed to blog...and i will be rajin bit to blog more and put up more pic o photos....okay?^^

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*PHEW*Ant idea wad i said?

done....back to normal mode...
okay...done with dis post...ridiculious rite...posting for ntg...
when i reach bac home maybe...
get photos from de camera....
den i'll post like crazy...

bye!muackx~<3